Dear You,
I don't dare say this to your face, because I was there when you had a violent meltdown for someone telling you they thought your sister was cute (and you took it to mean they thought you were ugly)...
I'm sorry I could not be there to help you get through the initial interview. Had I been there, I would have told you to shut up about all of the bad things past employers had done to you and how "everybody" thinks you're a loser. Also, had I known ahead of time about all of the emotional baggage you carry, I would have not even tried to help. Besides, the kind of help you need is more than I am qualified to give, and since you're already undergoing therapy for what happened to you, your situation is not completely hopeless. Please continue with your therapy.
Good Luck.
Me.
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