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Dear aholes

I'm super cheesed off and it's in all directions.

Me

Dear physical body,

I've had enough of your treachery.
Just pull your freaking head in.

Raleigh.

Dad
It is almost impossible to talk to you these days.
Idk if it's wilful ignorance, your illness making you lack intelligence you once had or society leaving you behind.
I kind of hope it's the first one. That would be malicious but a choice and make me annoyed rather than sad for you.
Just text me back about something basic like football ok?

Dear (person)

You knew how much I enjoyed talking with you. We had the same humor and everything. You admitted it to me. You told me that you didn't want to lose me. You never got creeped out when I was being honest with my (sometimes contradicting) emotions. You always understood, and I had immense respect for you. Even if you knew I had feelings for you, you never let it become awkward. You resolved right away, and I was all the happier for it. But what am I supposed to think when I hear nothing from you for months? When you don't even continue a conversation until hours later, every damn time, how am I supposed to feel? Every time I had attempted to revive it, it was always a blunt response from you. I have thought thoroughly about it, and I see no reason why this should be happening. You would've told me. I trusted you, and you had told me that you did want to lose our friendship. It's embarrasing. I say goodbye, and you still take hours between responses. Did you even care? What happened?

Well, was it worth it?

Was intruding into my home while I was asleep to try to rob me of my life's blood worth being squashed like the worthless parasite you were?  Were your last feelings of satisfaction and pleasure, or were you puzzled by the sudden loss of any sensation at all?  You worthless insect, I hope you felt some sense of failure for your short, miserable life.

You stupid mosquito.

I have a difficult time believing I'll still be alive the next time someone understands what I've been on about all this time. Not that I know why I'm saying this as of right now, but thanks to the precious few who challenged that presumption.

_________________
"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

Dear you

You are an idiot, the worst type too, the sort that insists loudly that they are correct by reiterating the same idiot level statement.

I guess if you can only hear your own voice then you haven't really heard contradictory information, only confirmation.

I just dont know how we are related.

Lots of something
Me

Actually I'm an artist who reads a lot but do go off...

Not like either of us is actually liked by the system. Although trying to have manners would help you...

Thank you. Please don't use EVERYTHING at your disposal.

I am trying hard not to get into an argument cos I love you.

Please stop pushing for one.

Your SON.

No cos if I post what I think I will get banned.

Let's just say f**k you.

Hi S,
Why are you obsessed with me?
It's weird.
Is that what 2 lots of 9 in a row with no tax dodging does to a rival?
10 will absolutely break you, if so.

Dear (You),
I wish I knew how to communicate with you - it's been a couple of years since we last spoke in person, a year now since we last communicated briefly using technology. I doubt our communications mean the same thing to you as they did to me. It would be baffling, from your perspective, seeing as my feelings (which are so uncommon to form) were so strong they prevented me from looking at you, seeking you out the way I wish I could. I wish I could tell you that I love(d) you; it might be unfair to use the present tense because of, well, the longer distance and the lack of real communication. I care about you but have lost the ability to communicate that even through the vague 'likes' and 'loves' system the internet gives me. It sucks, but anyways.
From (Me)

Not everything can be fixed. Stop trying.

Dear You,

You need to avoid getting into arguments with others. Not everyone has to agree with you. And, not everyone will agree with you no matter what logical reasoning you use. But, what if those others believe in a philosophy that influences the amount of services you will receive including things like Voc Rehab because they want to cut taxes, believe in personal responsibility and pulling by your bootstraps (whole point of this saying was to show it couldn't be done)? Well, all you can do is vote for the people who have your best interests at heart?

And, you have a job in China now. Don't worry about trying to fight these guys including those who believe in the same philosophy on WP. You will never change them in a million years no matter what logic you use. Instead, find ways to circumvent the system in place and if anyone is willing to help you do this then let them help you. Truth is, the system you were living in happens to be f****d and not in a good way. Contrary to what certain people think out there it was not your fault that you were not in the labor force for 10 years of your life. It was the fault of a system that your parents, educators and other adults never really explained to you that well. All they told you was to be yourself, be positive, and all kinds of other nonsense. The truth of the matter is that the system demands that you conform to a set of social and professional standards. And, contrary to what you've been told if you truthfully wish to succeed in this system you will have to fake your way somewhat.

I know this seems deceptive to you. I know you've been told that honesty is the best policy and I know others will tell you and employers will tell this as well. But what you don't understand is that honesty is multi-layered. Sometimes you have to exaggerate a bit. Sometimes you will have to pretend to be happy doing the job whether you really are or not. Again, I know this is deceptive to you but most people don't think like you. Your natural way of thinking is a binary, black and white based type of thinking. Most don't think this way. They think in a shades of grey type of way where there are multiple truths and these truths are multi-layered. Read about different kinds of truths. And, society does accept certain types of deceptions and lies. Know these exceptions! Understand them! Again, if you want to be a functioning member of society you will have to do some of these white lies.

Same with be yourself. This phrase is extremely vague anyway. My advice, if being yourself would cause you problems then again don't be yourself. Accept that the self is multi-layered. You will have to choose a self that fits the situation. I know. It's confusing, right? It seems like it has all sorts of double and triple standards, right? But, most people don't think in the binary way as you do. Most think with shades of grey with layers upon layers. Don't think of life as an on/off switch but a volume control that is a sliding scale. Differing situations call for a certain amount of conformity. When you're at work, the conformity level is turned up high. Again, all of the be yourselfers, keep it realers never really explain this that well but I'm explaining it to you so you don't keep making an ass out of yourself.

Good Luck in China! I believe in you.

Me

Dear Fellow,

I do not expect you all to understand.
While I resonate in a world full of chaos and confusion, I do not resonate in a world of despair and cycles of inferiority complexes.


Dear Fellow,

I do not expect you all to understand.
Yes, I'm relatively younger. I will take advices if it's relevant to my own judgement.
Yet, that is, if your age is even relevant to experience and wisdoms beyond the egotistical whims of mine and yours.


Dear Fellow,

I do not expect you all to understand.
I live in world where death is perceived differently. In a world where values and priorities are elsewhere.


Dear Fellow,

I do not expect you all to understand.
In a world where people are so impressionable, enough that this world is caught up with your world's stink. It creates problems that do not exists. It's infuriating. But it is not your fault...
In turn, a world around me that resonates with inferiority complexes. In turn a world that doesn't resonates with me even further than already as an autistic amongst NTs.


Dear Fellow,

I do not expect you to understand.
I live in a world where I can never truly be alone. In a bigger irony that I'm more interested with being alone.
Not from sour grapes, I know the sweetness too well. I don't have to imagine.


Dearest Fellow,

I feel so sorry for you all.
But this feeling does not do justice nor do honor you with respect.
Instead, I shall respect your forbearance.
You all mostly don't know how to break cycles, at least you all can stay alive long in it.

I do not expect myself to understand.
Shall we learn from one another?

Sincerely yours,
A so-called Fellow.

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