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16 Dec 2016, 4:02 pm

3:01 PM not sedated...

I don't think I am gonna make it :cry:



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16 Dec 2016, 4:11 pm

^ can you go outdoors - into a natural setting if possible?
That really helps with my withdrawals.


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16 Dec 2016, 4:12 pm

^ and exercise.
Walking.


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16 Dec 2016, 4:22 pm

Raleigh wrote:
^ and exercise.
Walking.


I was outdoors walking earlier.


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16 Dec 2016, 4:27 pm

Raleigh wrote:
^ can you go outdoors - into a natural setting if possible?
That really helps with my withdrawals.


Well I don't know that its withdraw because like I said I never function and last year was the same with nothing in me...

But...

I am off of four different meds and the other so even if its not "withdrawal" in the traditional sense, its probably still not great :evil:



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16 Dec 2016, 4:29 pm

I guess maybe I feel that way cause when I think withdraw when I was on the street, it was a hospital visit of death and destruction.

I can't compare getting off meds, stopping alcohol and ceasing to use cannabis to a withdraw of that context.

I don't feel like the lack of drugs is the problem, I feel the crying and the pain is the problem.

Its an extreme shot in the dark but my plan is to stop everything, ditch antidepressant, then go back on everything else. I am hoping maybe my antidepressant doesn't mix with my other, but I don't think its gonna work but its worth a try.

I have tried everything else :cry:

I haven't been the person everyone here thinks I am, I have only recently been this honest because F this account and everything in it :evil:



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16 Dec 2016, 4:58 pm

dcj123 wrote:
I guess maybe I feel that way cause when I think withdraw when I was on the street, it was a hospital visit of death and destruction.

I can't compare getting off meds, stopping alcohol and ceasing to use cannabis to a withdraw of that context.

I don't feel like the lack of drugs is the problem, I feel the crying and the pain is the problem.

Its an extreme shot in the dark but my plan is to stop everything, ditch antidepressant, then go back on everything else. I am hoping maybe my antidepressant doesn't mix with my other, but I don't think its gonna work but its worth a try.

I have tried everything else :cry:

I haven't been the person everyone here thinks I am, I have only recently been this honest because F this account and everything in it :evil:
quitting antidepressents cold turkey is not a good idea. It can be hell.. and quitting several different things at the same time doesn't sound good at all. The longer time you use, the better chance of success. Start with half a pill (or even a quarter if it's possible) Then after a week or several, if you still feel fine, you can continue.



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16 Dec 2016, 8:45 pm

I don't like assumptions.


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16 Dec 2016, 8:50 pm

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I don't like assumptions.


Because often they're not accurate as well, the old phrase goes you'll be making an ass of you and me.


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16 Dec 2016, 8:55 pm

Lillikoi wrote:
I don't like assumptions.


They're the worst, especially when people make even more assumptions based on their (false) original assumptions.

That's how the rumor mill starts spinning~


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16 Dec 2016, 10:24 pm

This world is always so serious,
Someone is always hurting someone,
I have lose my friends,
I have lose my faith,
I have lost everything,
I cry every moment of everyday,
I do drugs and its just the same,
I don't think I can live anymore,

If I never post again, you know what happened :?

All I wanted was for everyone to get along but now I am hated for both legitimate and illegitimate reasons. Check the news in my area tomorrow :cry:

Noone may care :evil:



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16 Dec 2016, 10:28 pm

you have friends here, dcj, and i am one of them.



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16 Dec 2016, 10:35 pm

You can live.


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16 Dec 2016, 11:46 pm

You too as well Raleigh


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17 Dec 2016, 4:03 pm

I prefer communicating only with one or a few people, and I don't like that I'm like that. I don't like letting people in, and I don't like taking people in. It feels invading and it feels like I'm loosing myself if I "give" to someone when it doesn't feel right. I feel a resistance in me when I think about posting something I don't want to. My chest tightnes, and it feels uncomfortable. I think this is unfair to other people on the forum, and there are quite a few people here. I don't know what to do about it, if there is anything I can do.



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18 Dec 2016, 9:20 am

I really feel that losing myself feeling, if I let/invite people in. Am I losing myself, forgetting myself, or losing control. I don't know.


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