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Think about perfect security and total integrity of your home and everything.

^ yes, of course.
That's what I meant

I'm currently taking a semester off of school because my anxiety was getting way too bad. Right now I have nothing going on, no obligations at all, yet I still am somehow finding things to worry about and stress myself out over... I've decided to set aside a certain amount of time in the day where I try to not worry about anything and just have fun, I've forgotten to do that for two days and now I'm starting to get all worried about it. Brain, why do you do this?

I can't take it anymore,

I have cracked,

I didn't mean to stress anyone out,

Damn it, I have nothing left and now my mom could be dying of cancer,

I am numb,

There is nothing left,

Nothing to cry over,

I am cold,

I think I am just going to walk outside and collapse,

Nothing is worth it,

The whole reason I fought was for my mom, the whole reason I learned to talked was for my mom, the whole reason I went in college was for her, the whole reason I fought in Nashville was for her, the whole reason I picked myself up off the street was for her and now I am outcast. She wanted me to be independent and I am not and now it ends.

Damn... Why is this life so cruel, I don't care if I am ate by a bear but I tried to avoid that for my mom.

I can't feel, I am scared that I can't feel...

I got to go,

^ maybe you should start doing something for you.

This is what I'm learning.
If you keep giving away pieces of yourself to other people, you will end up with pieces of yourself missing.
You can love others without giving up your life to please them.

(Not to dcj)

Wow, you are really not a nice person.
It beats me why you're so respected.
I find a certain satisfaction in knowing I was right about you all along.
And to think that someone wouldn't speak to me because they thought I was being unfair on you.
Ha!
Suck it!

Why is it STILL raining? The rain makes my joints hurt more than usual. I've had pain every day since I was 10. I'm too young for this. My head feels SO heavy to keep upright. I have so much homework to do. It's like my teachers have conspired together to give us a load of homework.

They should install Internet meters everywhere.

Insert quarter, get wifi

I don't even like Coffee...

^ It's called a data plan. Stick a sim card into your tablet or laptop.

I can't stand my asperger's. every time I do something, the random thoughts start overwhelming me and I can't do anything about that. I wish I were normal.

Thinkpads don't make good astrays