Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent

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Dear you,

The day you had a stroke was the worst day my life changed for life. Things hasn’t been the same and wished I could just turn back time to prevented this from happening to you, but there’s nothing I could have done or reversed it. Why did it have to be you? Some days I want to express this to you, even though you tell me to talk to about everything, this one I find extremely difficult to express since your the one going through it and I have to be the one that is strong for you.

Having to give up and changing some of things I used to do. It has been rather challenging. It was rather that than losing you and regretting never being spend another day with you.

I still hope for the day you become yourself again and be able to do things you used to be able to. But I guess it’s a very long shot or probably never.

Sometimes I wondered why not me instead of you?

Anyways just hope you don’t read this.

Hey,

Happy Easter.

C,
D

You don't have remorse for your abusive actions yet expect me to feel guilty because I aired out OUR dirty laundry after years of warnings that you were overstepping. I went to you directly and you still didnt stop STALKING ME! You knew I still wanted to be with you but you used me for whatever sick game you were playing. I feel like if I said any of this directly you'd kill yourself, I'M NOT OUT FOR BLOOD! Please for your sake, stop skipping your meds and partying. I still want you to do well with your life.

For you, my bright green friend.

I haven't forgotten what you're going through. Scream into the void every single day if it helps.
I can be that void, or whatever else helps you feel moderately sane.

Pixels included.

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to

You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
They don't know what I've been through like you do


The Story - Brandi Carlile

Hey dude,

Thank you for the things you did for me way back when.

Your buddy eternal,
D

I saw you dancing at the ocean
Running fast along the sand
A spirit born of earth and water
Fire flying from your hands

In the instant that you love someone
In the second that the hammer hits
Reality runs up your spine
And the pieces finally fit

All I ever needed was the One
Like freedom fields, where wild horses run
When stars collide like you and I
No shadows block the sun

You're all I've ever needed
My Baby, you're the one


The One - Elton


For my sweetest One with all of my love forever and forever on this special day.
I miss you so much but I'm more proud than words can say.







Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free


Blackbird - Beatles

Hey,

I still feel the same. It's just emotionally too much for me to talk about.

L&C,
D

I wish I never met you.

Hey,

I was a cowboy once and probably still am, my boots have been on the front porch waiting for the past decade, and yeah, I do, too much.

L&C,
D

Was it worth it in the end? I hope you had fun!

I wish I never saw your posts on n here . Just like I wish my mom's rapist shot me when he held me hostage in the back of that camaro

Dear you, you always believed i was normal. Now you say our friendship was built on lies but it is what it is. I can't explain what was never explained to me. I just wanted to enjoy my holidays but bc of your words i can't even do it now.

Dear 19-year-old self;

What happened? Where did all the optimism and ambition go? Or were things this f****d all along and was I just too unworldly to notice?

Hey,

Just know, regardless, that devotion isn't going anywhere, hasn't gone anywhere, and will go nowhere (it's what I want); there's never a need to question it.

L&C,
D

Congrats. Hang me with my apologies you didn't deserve.