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I think I might end this f*****g s**t again, a bloody f*****g mess on the wall is what everyone in my life deserves actually. f**k them all.

But...

There is chance I can flip everyone off and leave so...

Someone called me and woke me up when I was drunk and begged for money...

Safe to say I don't think anyone would want my rant that followed...

I will admit I destroyed some s**t but it was my own s**t and it felt good.

No one can have anything of mine, they can die in a ditch for all I care.

And they even admitted it was drugs, someone called me and ask me if they can have a quarter because they "don't feel good". Well maybe if you had a job or income you would feel better. Maybe if you didn't beg to get high you would feel better. What do I look like? The person that buys drugs for the entire city. f**k them, don't bother to call and ask how I am doing.

Maybe I need drugs, f*****g lowlife.

I guess I'm a man of no recourse,
As I crack another bottle, got no remorse,

I didn't know you could be so drunk...

Oh dear God,

cathylynn...

help...

What can I do to help...

I think I am gonna die.

i'd like to help, but i need more info. you can put it here or pm me. if you think you have alcohol poisoning, please call 911. they'll keep you breathing until the worst effects wear off.

please, please, please, dcj, don't let your parents acting like jerks (or anyone acting like jerks) be reason for suicide. the best revenge is living well.

I think i am ok, I ate and I feel a little, I don't know what happened though,

I ended up in some dudes car but drugs and alcohol, I don't know what happened, I gave them a $20 and now I am higher then christmas, I don't I don't know what I am on but I am drunk, I know that much.

I called a friend they said I should sleep

I would never make up stories (lies) about myself. What the hell is the point? To get attention? What kind of value does attention based on fiction have. I just can not understand it. I despise people who do that. They are pathetic!

I guess I can sort of understand how someone can be in so much pain that they do desperate things like for example lie, but this only contributes to pushing people away. when a lie is revealed, I think it's only natural to start questioning everyting from that point on "Is everything a lie?" "What's true and what isn't?" I think I feel betrayd. It makes me hurt and angry.

Ok, I guess despise and pathetic is kind of strong words. The thing is I can't imagine that however much pain I would be in, that I would do such a thing. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I could fall that deep. To a point where you just don't give a s**t anymore. Or maybe it's about trying to push people away, so that they can get a conformation to the feeling of being a terrible person? I don't know.