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dcj123
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25 Jan 2017, 2:32 pm

I have played with fire my whole life because fire is all I was given :cry:

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25 Jan 2017, 3:10 pm

dcj123 wrote:

I have played with fire my whole life because fire is all I was given :cry:

good insight and also poetic.

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25 Jan 2017, 3:35 pm

I don't feel like doing anything.
Or, like anything.
Or, anything.

Hm.

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25 Jan 2017, 6:40 pm

Best... Rant... Ever...

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26 Jan 2017, 2:11 am

discussing? not when there's nothing behind the facade, asking for the sake of asking makes no sense,

y'know the london underground bank from harry potter, and the other

questions?
don't ask me
google's easy

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26 Jan 2017, 5:47 am

.. There are just times that I just want to run away. Not because I have a 'bad' or a 'hard' life. Probably because I don't. Probably because I hate it when people are worried.
Probably because I don't like it because 'oh, you're so lucky! you should be grateful'. Well, my 'fortune' is an unasked fulfillment. Why not grant it to someone else?

I hate it if people expects things from me. It's not like I ever asked them to be nice to me, and return the 'favor'.

Something is calling me. It's been calling me for years. This urge to leave everything and everyone I have known. This feeling that I want to cut any relations off despite the bond.

The bond, does not stop me. What stops me, is my conscience.

It's all in my stupid conscience.

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26 Jan 2017, 6:10 am

What's in your conscience?

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26 Jan 2017, 6:25 am

Claradoon wrote:

What's in your conscience?

The problem. :lol:

The emotion of guilt. I want to overcome it.

I want my conscience to loosen up a bit, but nope. Even with people's consent and blessings, I cannot 'take' anymore or wanting to receive any blessings.

And I cannot 'give' either. What am I supposed to 'give' if I truly don't want to in the first place? Or heck, the act of giving itself gives me guilt for whatever reason.

I don't know

I hate guilt.

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26 Jan 2017, 6:53 am

Edna3362 wrote:

Claradoon wrote:

What's in your conscience?

The problem. :lol:

I hate guilt.

That sounds like a problem that needs professional help. Have you tried?

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26 Jan 2017, 2:21 pm

This is not good. I need to get a grip. I need to eat and I need to sleep.

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26 Jan 2017, 3:10 pm

Froya wrote:

This is not good. I need to get a grip. I need to eat and I need to sleep.

one technique at a time

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26 Jan 2017, 3:16 pm

^He he, yes I will start with the sleeping.

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26 Jan 2017, 6:31 pm

I am feeling intense feelings of frustration, and have the strong desire to squeeze something until said thing is no longer in one piece. :evil:

My mind would like to explode into five thousand tiny pieces
...and then promptly sweep itself up and re-form because I am a neat freak.

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26 Jan 2017, 8:08 pm

Lillikoi wrote:

I am feeling intense feelings of frustration, and have the strong desire to squeeze something until said thing is no longer in one piece. :evil:

My mind would like to explode into five thousand tiny pieces
...and then promptly sweep itself up and re-form because I am a neat freak.

1st it seems as if you wish to strangle someone.
2nd, the idea that your brain could literally reshape itself would somehow defy the laws of nature as well, that would mean you have powers that allow you to control your cells on a genetic level.

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26 Jan 2017, 9:00 pm

I feel trapped inside a prison, inside my own bubble. I am an alien in a foreign world. I wonder when will my life end? Just like what's the point of me being here? For the past 20 years, my life has been nothing but a crappy soap opera (with some boring breaks in between)

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26 Jan 2017, 9:06 pm

FreakyZettairyouiki wrote:

I'll admit I've had some unpleasant times in my life though, I'd never say that my life all these years has been something like a melodramatic lifetime network movie

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