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cathylynn
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28 Jan 2017, 6:05 pm

Raleigh wrote:
There's a big difference between knowing you will die 'some day' and having a timeframe put on it.

i'm not sure about the shoes or memberships, unless your membership support would promote something you feel is worth it even if you're not around. but relationships are a big part of what makes life worth living. wouldn't give that up.



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28 Jan 2017, 6:12 pm

I have started letting relationships go.
I find it hard to answer texts or Facebook messages.
They ask, "How are you?"
How am I supposed to answer that?
I'm falling apart.


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28 Jan 2017, 6:21 pm

how are you? as well as can be expected.



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28 Jan 2017, 6:51 pm

how am I?
Wanting to say, "Holy, holy f**k. I am dying, you fool."


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28 Jan 2017, 8:17 pm

Really love it when people post pages full of emojis. Anyways its just another day where I mope around feeling depressed and lonely since I have no one irl to talk to. :x


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29 Jan 2017, 9:02 pm

FreakyZettairyouiki wrote:
Really love it when people post pages full of emojis.


Thanks

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31 Jan 2017, 9:24 am

I am so f*****g pissed right now, and it's really stupid too. I'm pissed about a hypothetical situation, that's a waste of enegy ah! I spend too much time thinking about "what ifs".



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01 Feb 2017, 8:25 am

7:24 AM and having suicidal thoughts...

I guess I'll make some eggs... and ignore...



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01 Feb 2017, 8:38 am

I'd would love to see the blood stain of my former self pull the trigger,

Sorry to be so intense but that is how I am starting this day off...

Want to smoke but don't want to smoke, want to get high but don't want to get high, want to die and can't find many reasons not too other then some bull s**t about having some life I'll probably never have.



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01 Feb 2017, 8:51 am

^You deserve love Dcj! :heart:

(If you are in real danger of hurting yourself, call a hotline and let them help you)



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01 Feb 2017, 12:43 pm

My mom is threaten to call the police on me 8O

Go ahead, I am not doing anything.

You can't arrest me for not engaging in drama and if they do then f**k it, I don't really care. I'd rather be in jail and deal with that f*****g drama then deal with being called every name in the book. At least I can hit someone in jail :roll:



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01 Feb 2017, 12:49 pm

Cool 8)

I got called every name in the book and my money 8)

f**k them too,

I am finally out of this b***h :mrgreen:



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01 Feb 2017, 3:59 pm

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed-up side of me
That I keep locked inside of me so deep,
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope;
I never meant to be so cold

- Scooter Ward



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01 Feb 2017, 5:45 pm

My mom has made it clear that no one will notify me of her death.

OH NOES WHATEVER WILL I DO? (Sarcasm)

Those words are as meaningless now as f**k you is on the street,

I smoked that opinion too 8)

And I agreed I am scum bag and even went into detail lulz and some how I was being mean.

Got nothing to say when I agree do you?

What am I gonna spend all that money on you ask?
Crack lots and lots of crack actually lulz



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