Dear you,
I think about the words you said. How I inspired you to be yourself. Yet I had never set out to do so, I was simply living my life unaware of the impact. I had always considered myself simply good enough, passable as a decent person. Yet you saw me and found me intimidating. It perplexes the mind. That someone could see me in such a light. Meek little me as an intimidating force.
Life is terribly cruel. It is a shame that I could not return your feelings even when I wanted to do so. My feelings were with another, one who could not return them. I knew you deserved that truth.
Sometimes I wonder if anyone will ever feel the way you did about me. It is a thought that pecks at me day and night, hacking away at my brain. I don't believe in deities, but if I did, I would think that they are toying with us for their own amusement.
I hope that one day someone feels the way you felt about me about you. I hope they fall madly for you and that you end up in a healthy loving relationship. Of course, that's not the end all be all of life. Still, I hope things work out.
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