Am I Freakishly Annoying?

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31 Jan 2013, 5:39 am

Why are you back to feeling this way? Has anyone ever TOLD you this?

I doubt many/any find you annoying... take a deep breath... everything's okay. ;)



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31 Jan 2013, 5:50 am

Allow me to quote from "On Liberty" by John Stuart Mill here:

"... the amount of eccentricity in a society has generally been proportional to the amount of genius, mental vigor, and moral courage which it contained. That so few now dare to be eccentric, marks the chief danger of the time"



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31 Jan 2013, 7:22 am

I freaking hate myself right now!


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31 Jan 2013, 7:25 am

AspieOtaku wrote:
I freaking hate myself right now!


Reasons?



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31 Jan 2013, 9:22 am

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Well I guess I annoyed someone today unintentionally now I feel like complete and utter crap! :cry:


You can't please everyone.


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31 Jan 2013, 11:21 am

Cephalod wrote:
AspieOtaku wrote:
I freaking hate myself right now!


Reasons?
I tried to cheer soomeone up and later on got a PM from the person basicly not for me to spew my incoherhant crap or spam videos ever again. Yeah Im a f*ckin disgrace!


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31 Jan 2013, 11:39 am

You are a human being,we are not perfect.If your intentions were good than they are being a insensitive jerk and don't deserve your compassion.
I talk to much,I'm sure it's annoying to people at times.I always worry I've said the wrong thing.Than I'm embarrassed for days.In fact ,I'm embarrassed right now :oops:


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31 Jan 2013, 11:55 am

I know its probably stupid for me to act like this I was fine the other day but now Im kinda having a meltdown!


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31 Jan 2013, 12:05 pm

AspieOtaku wrote:
Cephalod wrote:
AspieOtaku wrote:
I freaking hate myself right now!


Reasons?
I tried to cheer soomeone up and later on got a PM from the person basicly not for me to spew my incoherhant crap or spam videos ever again. Yeah Im a f*ckin disgrace!


With all due respect, but imo that very person you're speaking of has a problem, not you!

You tried to cheer someone up, and that's a good thing. If I'd be in a very depressive/angry mood, I even might reply to a well meant cheer up in an offending way myself, even knowing that you meant well, even knowing that I'd do you wrong. In some situations we can't react adequate. The reaction of that person is probably due to feeling very bad, I doubt he/she really meant it.

Even assuming the person really meant it (which I doubt): that doesn't make you a bad person at all but shows, that he/she has an attitude problem, not you.



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31 Jan 2013, 12:41 pm

^^^ I feel like it is my fault I'm so immature annoying repetetive and worthless. I am a waste of DNA and will do the world a favor by not breeding. I do nothing but spew incoherent garbage and videos nobody gives a crap about I'm nothing but a useless waste of space.


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31 Jan 2013, 1:22 pm

AspieOtaku wrote:
I feel like it is my fault


You might feel that way. But that feeling is not based on any factual reasons as I already wrote

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I'm so immature annoying repetetive and worthless. I am a waste of DNA and will do the world a favor by not breeding


You might have that opinion. I do not share it. Guess you're the only one here thinking that way. That's more than good evidence that you're wrong here.

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I do nothing but spew incoherent garbage


If that would be the case, we couldn't have this conversation at all. So you're proven to be wrong here.

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...and videos nobody gives a crap about I'm nothing but a useless waste of space.


Oh, is that so? Maybe I missed something here, but from what I read, people do like your videos. Where is your evidence?

I just watched your video Hikikomori and I've to say I like it. I can identify with that character which already says much about that video.

Assuming that video reflects you: isn't this "somebody does care" just happening to you as well? Why do you think people respond to your posts? Try to encourage you? Because we don't care about you?

What more proof do you need?



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31 Jan 2013, 2:05 pm

I know its probably stupid for me to dwell on something so stupid it just shows how pathetic I am.


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31 Jan 2013, 2:13 pm

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I know its probably stupid for me to dwell on something so stupid it just shows how pathetic I am.


So you know you're wrong with your "I'm worthless" lament. Proven wrong.

But you desperately cling to it.

Sorry mate, but you have zero evidence for such statements. You're simply wrong here. And you know it already.

What you just said is circular reasoning: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Circular_reasoning



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31 Jan 2013, 3:38 pm

You may be right but I sure the hell feel that way even though it might not be true.


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31 Jan 2013, 4:50 pm

From one of my favorite songs,Elvis Perkins Shampoo
"You are worth your weight in gold,
You are worth your weight in sorrow,
Though you will never know why."


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01 Feb 2013, 12:40 am

Im starting to feel abit better and getting over it. Sorry for being such a jerk to myself I sometimes dont know what gets over me at times! Meltdowns suck! For that I am terribly sorry and to make up for it I dedicate this AMV I have come across on Youtube! The song is Where is my mind performed by Placebo the anime Darker than Black! This song fits me well! [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2B6W-vv7OI[/youtube]


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