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Dear Neighbor,

I am tired of your infantile behavior with your music. I am sick of you promising the landlord that you will stop playing your music loud, and then doing it again anyway. I am not your freaking mother, and I resent having to ask you again and again to turn it down. Why don't you drop off the face of the earth? That would be so lovely.

Dear FictionExpress,

I really wish we could have made it. When FA first closed down, I was afraid that we weren't going to have anyway place to go at all, but since Dot set up FE... well, it looked like it was just going to relocated.

I don't know why it didn't work out, but it sorta depresses me. There were over a thousand of us over of FA, but there are only 53 registered members at FE (really only 49, since one had to register four different times) and only about six of us post with any "frequency." Once every other month, that is. And the worst part is, we're not going to attract any new members without some serious posting movement. A lot of them drifted away a long time ago...

So what went wrong? I really don't know. We got along great at FA, and we still get along great at FE. We're all writers, we all still write, we all still talk...so why so little now? It's still a friendly place. I don't think there have actually been any fights in there at all, and it's been around for over a year now, I think. It's not like we're rivals. Also, the topics are a little different than those at FA, but not by much. Lots of people were disappointed when FA closed anyway. Where did they all go?

I'm not quitting or anything. I'll still be around, and I'll still post when someone else does. I just feel kinda sad that we're teetering so much. It's not going to get better, I think. I would love to see it get back into full swing like it was at FA. What makes us so different anyway? It's just a new site title and new managment - managment that's almost identical to that of FA, without the if-you-don't-donate-we're-going-to-close-you-down threats.

Love,
Heather (Cass to...well, just about everyone there, despite the fact that there is an actual Cass there. And Cassie to Serp, since I call him Serp.)

Dear B,

You are a complete sleaze. I can't believe I was so hooked by the fake persona you fed me at the beginning, I'm supposed to be smarter than that. I so wanted to think that you were just misunderstood. It gives me some solace though to know that there is a very good chance you will be alone for the rest of your sorry life. You treat people like crap and that's why no one likes you. Even the people you think are your friends don't like you. I regret that I ever defended you to anyone. I'm sure people at the office must have thought I was crazy for wanting to be with you when you're so obviously an ass. J is right, I am way too forgiving.

Dear S,

I'm very sorry if I misjudged you. You seem like you are actually a very nice person. I took V's word as truth for your character without looking at the big picture. It's become painfully clear to me that I'm not as good a judge of character as I always thought. You tried to tell me what a loser B is and because I didn't want to accept how easily I was fooled, I didn't believe you. If you had any inkling of that, I hope you will forgive me. Temporary insanity can be difficult to overcome.

Dear D,

Thank you for being my friend. At times you drive me nuts and I need space from you, but I always know I can count on you when I need you. You have been my best friend these past 13 years, even with all the crap we've put each other through. I wish our marriage could have worked out. It's very apparent to me though that we both need something very different. I hope you have come to the same conclusion because I really don't want to hurt you again. I want you to be happy and find someone who is right for you. I hope that we can continue being friends though because I would miss you a lot.

Chloé, we both came out for it.
You lead me, i followed.

I discovered i'm falling in love for you.
I discovered you're falling in love for me.

I discovered i'm taking on any chance that i could get with you.
I discovered that you wouldn't mind.

I discovered that i'm really comfortable and relaxed around you.
I discovered that you're really comfortable and relaxed around me.



You discovered me.
I discovered you.

I hope we can be happy archaeologists with our discoveries.

are you a couple now (sounds like you are)-if so congradulations

We're not a couple.

But i'm feeling really f****d up ATM.
Don't know why exactly, only that it has to do with Chloé.

I don't know how to behave at school.
I don't know how to behave with Chloé.
I don't know if i want to love Chloé.
I don't know if i 'can' endure this waiting for Chloé.
I don't know if i could ever bear to see Chloé again.
I don't know if i could bear looking upon Chloé differently.

I don't know what's going trough my mind exactly.
I only know that it sucks, hurts and confuses


I want everything to be like it was before Paris.

dude I went threw something very similar and I never asked her out because she kept saying were just friends it broke my heart and like an idiot I stopped talking to her
I miss her terribly-don't do the ame mistake I did]if you love her-you go to her

She knows i love her.
And she loves me too but she has a boyfriend and she's very uncertain about throwing away a 1y relation. (we're both 17, a 1y relation is massive)

it is...but you should sit down with her and talk-I mean really talk

Yeah, but i'm afraid i'll "force" her into taking a choice.
A choice between her boyfriend and me.
And currently, i can't live with the thought of being rejected.
Also, i think i would disappoint her a lot if i would.
I want to be able to see her as a good friend but i can't anymore, even though i explicitly promised her i would in all cases.

well you should...maybe she'll break up soon and you can be together
you should at least be friends

Damn man, i hate my head.
All of a sudden, i feel way more relaxed.

Like i still care about the whole situation but not like it's going to ruin my life if it doesn't work out.




What the f**k is going on in my head


BTW; thanks Kilroy, you're good support

I wish i could hate you.
I wish i could hate him.
I wish things went different.
I know things go this way.

At least, i'll still have you as a close friend.

yor a good help kilroy
i wana thnk u for helping me out
when eva im upset or something like it i always have someone like u to help me through it.

it's my pleasure to help

one thing I'm glad my father did for me was teach me to help
help always-charities, volonteering, whatever
he pushed me at first but it made me a much better person and I'm glad he did that

what I'm trying to say is everyone-no sweat-that's what I do

and Dear Dad;
thanks