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I don't like to remember the past.

I think it's stupid that it bothers me now, but I don't even know why I think about it.


.....It feels unacknowledged. I've been through a lot of things, and no one knows. Everyone thinks that I am perfectly peachy, and I have always been that way, and that is not the case.

Even my family does not know.

Maybe if I had talked more, I wouldn't have all these memories inside that are unspoken outside.

I think it's strange, to be bothered by things now that are already over. I wish the brain wouldn't work that way.

I walk out of my door, and it's the collection of all the worst, most inconsiderate, stupidest people in the complex. I'm so glad to be going away from them, and I hope I can be a little further away from the most inconsiderate, stupidest people in my new location.

Had an argument with my mom

She becomes nice just to bring me down,

I don't even care anymore,

I should be sleeping right now!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !

I'M SO f*****g RESTLESS!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

I need to let go... I'm not dealing with this anymore

Brain feels like it's gonna crash.
I am tired. My head hurts. Meltdowning. It is loud.

Moogle-oogle-oogle-oog. Ehhhhhhh. Ughhhhhh.


I do not know.


I am lonely.


I don't know. I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.

Wanna explode, too many feelings at once. :cry:

I don't knooooooooow. Eeeeeh.

Grrrrrrrrr.

Yes, my life is boring, but NOT meaningless or see life as insignificant.

Please, don't mistook me for a nihilist just because I tend to be on the sliding scale of apathy and anarchy.

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I hate moving. I hate it, hate it, hate it, but I can't stay here. I needed to get back on track with forcing myself to do stuff, anyway.

Yeah.
No one gives a s**t about your happy news, Raleigh.

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I am sorry Raleigh,

Nothing.
It wasn't important.

Can you please delete that, dcj? ^^^

I'm a stupid f*****g twat.
I deserve everything.
I've f*****g jinxed it now.