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25 Mar 2017, 3:14 pm

Raleigh wrote:
There's a certain suffering in the knowledge that your best isn't good enough.

Absolutely



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25 Mar 2017, 7:47 pm

I don't know how to deal with this level of hurt.
I have lost my friend who I love.
Who now wants nothing to do with me.
Can't stop crying.
Because I'm an idiot.


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25 Mar 2017, 7:52 pm

Raleigh wrote:
I don't know how to deal with this level of hurt.
I have lost my friend who I love.
Who now wants nothing to do with me.
Can't stop crying.
Because I'm an idiot.

you're not an idiot. you're human. humans often make mistakes and miscommunicate.



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25 Mar 2017, 7:55 pm

I hurt too much to want to be human right now.


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25 Mar 2017, 7:55 pm

I will be a robot and love no one.


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25 Mar 2017, 7:56 pm

Maybe the pain will cause a malfunction.


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25 Mar 2017, 8:01 pm

There is a little voice in my head that says, "maybe they thought you were an idiot all along."

I don't know why I scare people.
It's me.
I'm scary.


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25 Mar 2017, 8:15 pm

Raleigh wrote:
There is a little voice in my head that says, "maybe they thought you were an idiot all along."

I don't know why I scare people.
It's me.
I'm scary.

about as scary as a chihuahua puppy



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25 Mar 2017, 8:18 pm

Raleigh wrote:
There is a little voice in my head that says, "maybe they thought you were an idiot all along."

I don't know why I scare people.
It's me.
I'm scary.



No you are not.

You is lovely.



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25 Mar 2017, 8:25 pm

People tell me in real life that I'm scary too.

I don't know what they mean.

I don't know how.

It's scary to be told you're scary.


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25 Mar 2017, 9:52 pm

I can't get used to the idea that people feel intimidated by me. I've suspected my height, and I've also been told I perceive things about people, which scares them.

My fondest wish is to be perceived accurately (and favorably, too).


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26 Mar 2017, 12:15 am

Nothing matters anyway.


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26 Mar 2017, 1:16 am

I've been as blithe as possible, but I must consider the possibility that the trend of things going badly for me may continue. I survived today, against the odds perhaps. What am I even doing? Really, I had several alternate plans. I chose the best one and it has worked so far. Naturally, as soon as I chose it, the obstacles started growing in importance. Accentu-fucking-ate the positive. That's a rather harsh pep talk! Still, I may just have to make the best of an excellent situation. I just need to map the situation.

I sat down to type this because I'm losing my mind over a sheet. I can resolve the issue. BUT it highlights another issue with moving. My s**t is all flibberty-gibbert. Some of is goddamn higgledy-piggledy. I know where my official documents are, and my towel, so as long as I Don't Panic.


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26 Mar 2017, 1:23 am

x :?



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26 Mar 2017, 4:21 am

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26 Mar 2017, 5:19 am

^ are you sure?


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