100 Reasons I shouldn't kill myself

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107. Coffee, did I mention coffee? I always get my decaf americano from the same place, almost daily.

108. If you kill yourself, you let the demons win. The only game you're 'playing' is against them. Life is a continuous uphill climb you must continue to climb. to the very end. Any slip-up, and you fall. Make sure to get back up again and continue to climb.

109. Life is a penance for the sin of birth. If you kill yourself, God will just send you back til you figure it out.

110. I don't have to say anything if I don't want to.

111. You ask a higher power for a reason not to, and someone knocks on the door as your walking up the stairs with the knife. True Story.

112. I know how to take my time with things, and procrastinate like no other.
113. I at least try to always be as nice as possible, until I get really upset. Guess I have flaws.

114 Life is actually quite short anyways.

Can't think of a reason right now.

115 I just went to the unhappy aspies utube thread, and coincidentally the clip at the top of the page was mine, and someone thought it was super. That'll do for now.

116. I have plenty of pleasant memories of the past I shouldn't squander, even if I wish I could do them over again differently.

Can I kill myself yet?

117. I should quit pining after such an amazing person and focus on turning myself into an amazing person.
118. I tend to focus on the positive and forget about all the negative aspects.
119. Until I get depressed, them everything negative hits me like a freight train.
120. Just four more weeks and I will be off of prednisone.
121. Humira is actually working really well for me. Absolutely fantastic in fact.

122. No one is forcing me to forget, just to see things differently

Because nothing is permanent. Whatever it is that makes you want to kill yourself will change. It will get better. It may not be perfect. Sometimes it may even be worse, but its never going to stay the way it is now, these feeling, or emotions. And attitude helps a lot. Give life a chance. It may never be perfect, but it can be worth living. You may meet someone who will help you see that. You may even find out that you, yourself can tolerably be the best friend you have ever had. Give it a chance. I did, and I am glad.

+1 to #123

124. I get a nice Tom Baker Dr. Who scarf as a graduation present, knit by my mother.

125. I had fun at a con last weekend.
126. I might eventually let go, or at least stop letting it bother me so much.