Struggling to accept I will always be alone.

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should I start a new thread each time, seems like i would be a burden to people like if I posted in the -10 to 10 thread each time I feel sad. I feel bad about it

I'm sorry you are feeling sad.

*hugs*

hugs

can not escape the logical conclusion that everyone involved would be better off if I killed myself.

I see no reason for me to suffer alone for another 50 years or to burden them for so long.
in reality the 9 year time limit I set is probably too long . though it is probably cause I am just a coward and putting it off out off fear.