Fairfield's Bitching and Whining Thread

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What can you do to feel better?

Wanna watch some movies together later?

I don't really know. I've been trying to get myself to go back to sleep, so maybe I'll feel better after I wake up. And even though I feel really lonely I oddly enough also feel like I just want to be by myself today.

{{{ Fairfield }}}

I totally understand. Let me know if you change your mind, even if it's another day.

I think I might just be feeling touch-starved. I for some reason get really upset when I feel touch-starved, more-so than when I feel typically lonely. I feel like I need to cuddle or lay with someone right now. I wish I had friends IRL that would do that with me. lol

The topic of me never being allowed by my parents to do anything or interact with anyone got brought up, and I totally didn't go on a mini-rant about it being f****d up, because I'm totally not still super bitter and get really upset by it. lmao

I'm home and now I feel lonely. I want to drink to make myself feel better and not think about being lonely. I need to find something to distract myself with.

Video games, maybe?

I am becoming so tired of my aunt making digs at me and vaguely (but sometimes not so vaguely) insulting me. She even says s**t about me to other people disguised as jokes, but they're not. I don't do that to other people and it's making me angrier and angrier. I don't deserve that type of behaviour just because someone is bad at communication and lacks f*****g patience. I've extended way more patience to her and tried so much harder to communicate with her than she has to and with me. I legitimately am trying to figure out how I can move closer to work and whether I'll be able to handle another roommate because I hate this. It's negatively affecting my self esteem and she doesn't even care.

I'm so f*****g drunk + high and I'm for some reason craving cookie dough. Only cookie dough. And a specific kind. Like those little sugar cookie shapes that come in a sheet.

My aunts granddaughter and my cousin is coming to stay with us for awhile, and might start working where we work + possibly in my department. I am honestly super anxious since she used to be pretty mean to me as a kid, and she can't seem to hold a job. I don't want her to make me look bad at work for multiple reasons. I'm also worried to deal with her at work since she's apparently even worse ADHD than I am + makes no effort to control it.

I want to drink really bad, but I ran out of vodka last night.

Trying really, really hard to not f*****g cut or burn myself, I want to hurt myself so damn bad.

I feel really touchstarved and want someone to cuddle me and/or lay with me.

I just saw all this. Do you want to talk?