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I wish I never existed, truly. How ungrateful is that? I am such a pile of worthless trash. Nothing but a burden, my existence is pointless. Nothing but a super massive black hole of disappointment and failure. I wish I could give my life to someone more deserving.

Too many paedo apologists.

Sod off.

Not worth my time debating it.

I wish my parents knew how much they are hurting me. Always telling me i'm doing this wrong or this not right.
"You're making a bad decision"
"Why did you do that?!"
Also invading my privacy by opening my packages and looking through my stuff in my room!! I'm 20 years old and want to be treated like an adult, not a teen or child.
Why are they doing this?
They say that I am there responsibility, I'M 20, 21 in December.
Sometimes I just feel like I'll never make them happy

I always catch feels.

Always.

It's like I play a matching game in my head. This time - he loves the same things I do (hahaha), drinks in the same places I used to drink in and he's open to androgyny and stuff, probably bisexual. The time I'm remembering - he comes from the same town dad comes from and he lives two streets down from me and again, pretty boy. Time in between - I want someone who loves the same things I do and is down to earth and lives locally and is Irish diaspora instead of Jewish diaspora (well that's all true but JJ was an a***hole). Also he's a builder and builders are down to earth (hahaha)

I need to stop doing it, stop caring so much.

For someone who's pretty sure they're NB, I sure do catch feels like a 12 yo girl.

Right now. Quit moaning about it to people who don't have my back. Quit listening to gossip. Focus like an aspie and like a masculine person on cold hard fact only. Quit obsessing. Quit thinking about how this will make dad happy.

And next time? Stop caring? If only it was that easy... Just quit telling people you care so much so it's less humiliating...

Also people online have no idea who I am so quit giving them personal details of stuff and expecting them to give proper feedback. Also they don't care, they're just trolls.

I wish life came with a reset button, I would settle for an off switch.

Until I have a stable internet connection -- in which only I personally should be paying AND actually maintain it...

I won't make most of my networks as open as. That includes through this forum.
So nope. I won't be as participate in a socially supportive sense. YET.




tldr; NOT YET.

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Bloody traffic and people everywhere. Why are there so many people in the UK? You understand bigger countries like US, but why the f**k has the UK become so overpopulated?

In my city they are always digging up roads so there are endless traffic queues and congestion, and the roadworks take months. And then there's so many traffic lights, junctions, mini roundabouts, train intersections - all along the same street, and the traffic just sits there, waiting for more traffic to pass. It's just a never-ending nightmare of these things on 4 wheels everywhere, and everyone driving these things go the same way.

Why is there so many cars? Who invented these things? Why are so many people driving them at all times of the day? Why don't more people walk or take the bus? And no, I'm not talking about people who work 6 miles out of town, I'm talking about local people. There are lots of reliable bus services here and the only thing making them unreliable is all the traffic. That's what's wrong with it all; jumping into your car is just too easy, even to just go down the road to get a loaf of bread.
Yes having a car is convenient, but people just overuse them these days. One day I would like to do a survey with car drivers, so that I can get an idea of where all these millions of people are going. The answer to all these millions of car drivers isn't just "I'm going to work/I'm coming back from work". The congestion is to do with everyone taking their cars for granted and everyone having the same idea and doing the same thing at the same time.

Why are religious zealots so bloody inconsiderate and rude? I can't believe what some of them say to complete strangers without even bothering to ask them what religion they are or anything

Their aggressive, judgemental, self-righteous behaviour and lack of consideration and compassion for others violate every rule in their own book but that doesn't seem to bother them one bit

Maybe a sticky for people who get "triggered" would be useful