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NOT boxing. And that's not the point either.

But the content WAS the point of my mind's question. Really.
.. Too bad there isn't a translation there.

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I got so bored on WP because of the very little activity going on lately, that I actually went into PPR and started reading the Trump threads!

My rant for today:
I'm feeling weird. And there's something's off with my body. Again, I do not wanna worry anyone.
Irritated and annoyed, sometimes. But angry? I haven't been angry for a while. What is with me in this past 2 weeks..?

I could feel it... If any volatile related emotions were raising by the second before I could express it.
And yet my 'automatic' responses was either to permit it or stop my tracks as if it's some dead end than replace it with any reasoning. Because most 'reasons' are 'defences' than to 'resolve' them, and knowing that saying nothing is better than this 'reasoning' as it'll most likely escalate. I've yet to find a way to communicate a reason that isn't some ego's defence mechanism...

Really yet to understand much of this.

Edna3362 wrote:

NOT boxing. And that's not the point either.
...
But the content WAS the point of my mind's question. Really.
.. Too bad there isn't a translation there.

Well, maaari mong isalin ito para sa amin, hindi ba?

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I hate the way generic left wing twitter 1 refuses to accept things are different in different places 2 refuses to accept things are different over time and 3 refuses to accept that older generations might see things differently without being bigots.

It's like they've never in their lives interacted with real bigots.

- when loneliness is as unhealthy as obesity and increases the risk of death, does eating healthily still matter much? I don't overeat and have normal weight, but maybe I should stop thinking about nutrients and stop worrying about not exercising because it would only marginally help me in the face of the negative health effects of loneliness. I welcome an increased risk of death but until then I don't want to feel physically unhealthy, but I don't know if my efforts would really matter. I am concerned about my long term health in 10 years or so. I don't want my life to become worse but I don't want to put in effort in vain for only slight effects because I would be unhappy either way.
- I don't understand if I really want to die if I am scared of having pain/discomfort during dying unnaturally.
-obviously I just want to continue pitying myself which is an ugly character trait.

I wish I was a Hun man chasing after a Hun woman. Ideally we'd be rich like JRM. She wouldn't be a feminist.

That way nobody would be over offended at anything.

Cos someone tried to make me look racist and I'm scared in case he thinks I'm racist and that's not a good look when trying to pull a black SJW lad who's camp and fragile.

Some rants to get off my chest

1. Wrong Planet is so dead lately. Where is everyone? I posted in some threads over 2 days ago and those threads are still right at the top of the subforum page! And don't say "that's because everyone has lives offline" because the PPR and the "last thing you ate" threads are still always active, and most people having iPhones these days so it's not the same as sitting in front of a computer in your home. I'm on the bus right now on my iPhone yet I still have a life offline.

2. A motorcycle zoomed by my house and it was so LOUD that I thought it was a big jet plane coming down from the sky. I nearly ducked and covered. How can a small engine on a small vehicle possibly be that loud? It shook the whole street.

3. I cannot stand that song "Castles" by Freya Ridings. It always comes on the radio and I literally have to either turn the radio off or switch to another radio station for a few minutes until I can assume it's finished. I feel like punching her while she was singing it. That "get the rubble of your love" bit, aarrghh!! It gets stuck in my head so badly and her voice pitch makes it physically painful when stuck in my head. She sings that bit so weirdly that it sounds like "geblablablav".

people not fighting fairly.

Boys and their toys.
I'm at work right now, trying to concentrate on something tricky, and all I can hear from over the other side of the fence is a car with a really loud engine revving and backfiring, which makes loud bangs like fireworks. It's been going on for ages, and each time the bangs occur I hear guys cheering and laughing as if they are impressed the louder their stupid car is. All I keep hearing is "vrroooooooooom-vrooooom-VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMM! BANG!"
It's really putting me off trying to do what I'm doing. I work in an office in a bus garage, and the noises of buses aren't as noisy or annoying as that.

Just felt like ranting.

That is annoying-and stupid!

From now on, i'm not going to try to love myself. I don't hate myself either since there's nothing i can do about my brain chemistry. But there's nothing i can do to be a pure and good person. I don't care much about it either. All i care about is to end this life as painless as possible. I don't want to feel anything ever again, especially happiness. I hate this world.

So there's that whole advice I'm sure I've heard about acting generically and not talking about your specialist interests.

OK then.

So how come when I do that nobody's interested in me and when I AM myself online and talk non stop about football I get thousands of subscribers willing to do the same thing...

Maybe I'm bad at being generic.

In future. Things I refuse to make friends over:
1 Exact same politics. My friends must be left wing. We mustn't be nodding dogs to each other though that's boring.
2 Pity party back and forth, this is weak
3 Not having pity, this is mean spirited and everyone goes through tough stuff
4 Hating someone outside of football/extreme politics. And hating someone in football better be jokey. Anyone caught making jokes about Fernando yesterday was unfollowed by me.
5 'It's nice to pretend to be friends with everyone'. Sorry but I figured that one out in primary, nobody means they're actually friends with all nice people. Just friendly acquaintances.

Things I'll make friends over:
1 football
2 someone with character. There are some of those on here
3 football
4 meeting someone in person
5 football

Seriously if you don't want to talk about football either have something about you which makes me think you're a real person and I can remember you (some on here are like this, I'll find it hard to forget Kraftie and Isabella) or actually have met me and know how to have a tangible good time with me making art or playing a board game or something.

I do look at the football standings from time to time.

I'll have a look at the Scottish Premier Division, where both Celtic and Rangers reside.

What is the relationship of Hearts with Celtic and Rangers? (you might have already told me----but I don't remember what you said).