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Sigh... My family.

I can trust them to advocate for my life.
But I cannot trust them to shut up.

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Jeg ser aldri på de jævla lappene og det veit du. Når jeg sier den er klar, betyr det alltid fra sendetidspunkt, ikke ankomst. Men selvfølgelig er det min feil at du trodde jeg snakka om det samme som deg.

I pity them.

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yesterday was your 24th birthday. you piece of fuckוng shוt. i spent all day hardly thinking about you at all.

but not completely parce que todavía estaba soñando de ti.

WHAT THE FUC K!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

hope you finally grew out of the sleeping around that you've been doing...literally the whole time i knew you.

hope eddie is treating you well.

hope you don't have to fight for breath like i do.

hope you're aging visibly.

hope your grandma is sick of your s**t.

oh god.....

This is not a news, this is a rant:

GCQ extended.
I'm bored as hell.
People just grows more and more worried.

Should hell break lose...
I'd protect our 'house'.

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I wish people of all genders would think a bit more about balance when they're looking for a relationship.

There's 2 things which you could be doing. Looking in a shallow way or in a not shallow way.

In a shallow way you've got money & looks.

In a not shallow way you've got demonstrable acts of niceness/kindness/decent person.

Stop expecting a hot boyfriend/rich girlfriend (I deliberately went against stereotypes there) or whatever if you don't have shallow attributes of your own for them to want back. Stop expecting nice people if you're not prepared to be nice back. Stop expecting either without putting work into yourself. Your dream date won't turn up without a lot of work. Your 'match' probably will if you let it be known that you're available and looking.

Oh and yes the shallow thing is, realistically, what turns it from platonic friendship to someone you want to be intimate with (esp in the looks department/chemistry) but please don't have that be the be-all-and-end-all. Not unless you don't mind ending up with someone who's horrible.

I wonder if there's 2 whole countries of incredibly arrogant people who can't imagine life outside their own country or if it's just social media

Everyone has the power to leave their houses and not follow curfews.

It's just against the laws and regulations.
It's against what enforcers do and work for.
It's against what frontliner suggests.
It's just against one's conscience.
It's against the common judgment.
It's also against anyone elses thoughts along with the norm.
It's also against yours' and everyone else's thoughts and sense of safety.

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Rant #1 I hate living with other people, things get dirty and misplaced, they leave the cap off the toothpaste, and things I use and keep in a specific spot get moved. I have a tiny funnel I use for mixing a drink powder, I always keep it in the same place, and now it's gone. I asked and no one knows what I'm talking about, but SOMEONE moved it, why? Also I let someone borrow my Rubik's cube and they insist they gave it back to me, I don't remember that, and I have a bad memory, but it's nowhere in my room, it does not have legs. I'm not letting anyone borrow anything anymore. Someone also keeps drinking my La Croix, I got a mini fridge to put in my room so no one can touch that, but I feel like I shouldn't have to do that. I feel like it takes a lot of mental effort not to make a big deal out of things and seem like I'm crazy, but everyone is so blasé about this stuff.

Rant #2 My mom frustrates me, we set up a call for a doctor's appointment for my grandparents, and her phone apparently doesn't get a good signal here so she gave them my phone number... I said, let me bring a chromebook and set you up, it has a webcam and a mic, she said ok... then she says they are just going to call and need a phone number, so I said I can give you a google voice number and you can still use the chromebook, she says ok, I brought the chromebook and set it up, and she says it's too late they already have my number. I think she either just wanted to use my phone for some reason, or was afraid of using the chromebook. Maybe I'm too attached to my phone idk, but it's still annoying

it also reminds me of one of my favourite songs by dawud wharnsby who i adore the way people adore the beatles here

'why are the drums so silent
why can't we hear the rhythm
what's wrong with you and i

[.......]

if we beat the drums of hope and peace
we will all fall into rhythm
i have faith in you and i.'

read that ppl sticking to the past (even if recent past) negative things that show them to have been a target or victim - they do it because they're scared of having emptiness if they let go of that and move past it..

so they immediately stick to any negative thing and cling to it.. because without it they feel there is nothing, no love, nothing people will love them for or show sympathy for.. etc

(it didn't put it quite as long, it was more eloquent and concise..

im just stretching out what they were saying to
make it firm in my mind)

but anyway i think that's exactly what i do daily/weekly/monthly
and the book is called
HOW TO BE YOUR OWN BEST FRIEND

rant is .. there are some things that are ongoing that were done TO you that changed you (e.g. physically) or your sitaution permanently, and in a very far- reaching way..
so then what??
do these people not know about
paralyzed ppl from drunk drivers like my sister's sister-in-law, who never got justice and will never recover or have a normal life again??

My country is falling apart. God help us.