My heart goes out to all of you. I live with major depression, but I don't have the awful isolation that you all share.
Aspie17, you need an advocate to stand with you. You have to talk to one of your parents. Even if they do not appear sympathetic they may not know your terrible pain. They certainly do not want you to kill yourself.
That shrink sounds suspect to me. Please ask one of your parents to go with you. If you really think that he cannot help you demand that you see another. I don't understand why this one was chosen. If the school system recommended him, tell them. I know that you probably feel helpless to act, and want to curl up in a ball, but drag yourself up and get help.
Meanwhile, listen to The Machine's advice. Get online to that contact.
Medication takes 3-6 weeks to kick in. You must make sure you take your medication every day.
Listen to your wonderful friends here. Feel the warmth of the group. Count them as your friends.
All the best to you. And read my signature. I read it in my shrink's office.
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NEVER EVER GIVE UP
I think there must be some chronic learning disability that is so prevalent among NT's that it goes unnoticed by the "experts". Krex