I HATE THE WHOLE WORLD!! !!

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I had this massive tantrum because no one cares, I always wanted to share that feeling with them. I always said that I wanted drugs to numb myself with drug myself, but I had no connections, and never will. I'm so miserable I don't know what to do. I have nothing to do or live for. No one gives me hope or comfort in my family. No one loves me, I am the most hated person in the family and I am the most terrible person on earth. I seriously wish I were dead.

Strangely enough I feel confident in saying "you'll do just fine"... Perhaps because I know where your coming from....

You do know it is noone elses duty to make you happy right?

i have slowly gotten happier over the years, but generally life sucks. You make me feel better though, i never realized how miserable so many straight people were till i came here, it's nice to know that you people get miserable too.......so thanks for that at least!

That's it?! !! I know I'm responisible for my own happiness, but I am not independent! So I love listening to mean people becuase they are right all the time!

You know, my teen years and my early years of emerging adulthood were spent feeling like you. Honestly, I found out that drugs, suicide, and even eating disorders will get you anywhere. I felt like that in Highschool and felt like no one wanted me around because I was so weird. What I learned that if you feel hated, keep going until you will find someone who does like you. For instance, I made friends with a woman bus driver in 1998 and she was a Christian woman who told me that those things were wrong. I have to tell you that doing drugs just aren't worth it. There are better ways about sorting through your troubles like family counseling might be good for you and the ones who don't understand AS or spectrum disorders. If you're in school, talking to you guidance counselor may help you.

i do not hate the core or the mantle.
i dislike the crust though.


(not really. there are beautiful animals (some are humans) on the crust).

but the crust is mainly mouldy with sad stuff to see.

Venting steam topic

Once in a while you have to let off steam as it builds up. when I was living separate but apart in a family situation (with my ex-husband) I maintained minimal contact and this seemed to work. Now that I am on my own with my kids, things are better and the ex no longer bothers. me. Being independent is much more therapeutic.

Be patient, and this will happen.

Yeah, when I'm about 27.

Don't hate the world. The world is fabulous. It's just some of its inhabitants who give it a bad name.

Sorry to hear that. I think this is depression speaking, not the real you. I have my moments as well.

I know that whenever my pain goes unnoticed and/or unacknowledged it's the absolute worst feeling in the world. It's funny how people have to see a massive tantrum, see the tears, before they can really know. Yet it's actually the other times, the times when tears won't even come, those times are the most suffocating of all.

That is a possibility among many possibilities.

Referring to your other comments about being lonely at night - I was 38 before coming across a woman to love and marry.
A blankety-blank loooooong time to wait.

I've nerver been truly "independent", have laways needed help from my parnets.
Fortunately, they were willing and able to do so.
But needing that help hurt, I felt a failure.
Now I'm on diasbility and getting help from the state.
Ahhhhrrrrr, still not independent and it looks like I'm not ever going to be.

fickle, seriously. you have to look at reality

nothings gonna happen anytime soon, right?

how much time do you think will pass, before anything significant happens? a year? two? five?

relax.
if you know nothing significant will happen anytime soon, download a movie or some games. occupy yourself. you cant wallow around in how miserable you are, cus its leading nowhere.
and dont come back to immediately auto-protest all our suggestions, at least try them out first ;]

What helps me out is driving in my car and yelling "F*** you God" at the top of my lungs. I mean if you're gonna blame anyone, it might as well be him (or her if it helps). Seriously, for someone who's never there, he sure takes a lot of credit, then when the chips are down, you're expected to take the blame or get the same lame speech of "he's just challenging you" If we're God's children, then he has some piss poor parenting skills.

I think God's bigger than that, and understands when we yell profanities at him. While I do believe in God, I'm also aware of how utterly lost one can feel, and why praying can feel useless unless you're willing to wait and be VERY VERY patient for God to send help. But when you're a teenager, that in and of itself is a miserable experience, especially if you don't know what's supposed to happen. I really do think life is supposed to feel hopeless and horrifying at times- it's part of the human experience. Without the presence (or illusion) of God guiding me, I'd have killed myself already.

How can you know he sends help, he doesnt exist physically, but mentally? hes a spirit, and its proven he has left humanity due to this fact; people stopped writing the bible at least around 1000-1500 years ago, and if God would speak to them, he would have asked them to inform THE ENTIRE WORLD and WRITE IN THE BIBLE! My own friends could help me more, by the way, one of my theories why god doesnt speak to humanity is because he may be to busy creating the souls of fetuses, because the world is OVERPOPULATED, not like before when there was around 4 millions people in theworld.

^ i know it's off topic, but now for my opinions on the real thing.

I think this is some kind of cycle that will continue, "I hate the whole universe", "I hate the galaxy", "I hate ALPHA AND OMEGA ". Try to at least find something enjoyable, get some friends, or get a boyfriend....