For many years now I think I've been slipping into extreme

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paranoia.

I can't tolerate all this... this awful feeling... I'm tired, lonely, confused, don't feel I can trust many people at all... I feel like giving up sometimes... but maybe I'm just being selfish.

For too long I haven't been at all motivated to do much... can't play guitar, can't do anything... just succumbing to depression... and when I feel fine, I still don't have the strength to do anything with my time.

I'm sick of living with my parents - I want a life of my own. I'm fed up with how difficult it is for aspies to form any kind of social circles whatsoever... the music industry f***s up my mental state, and for the love of God I want a band. I just don't know if I can carry on like this.

My Pure-O OCD certainly CERTAINLY doesn't help matters one bit. I f*****g hate OCD... I genuinely suffer from this Pure-O crap.

Could I be experiencing a nervous breakdown? Or am I exaggerating?

Pick something to do, like play guitar, study something, anything that takes your interest.
Stick to it.
It'll turn from a hobby to an acheivement, maybe even a profession.
That's my 2 pence.