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CockneyRebel
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08 Feb 2010, 7:24 pm

You remember last month, when I've told all of you that I don't deserve to live. The thing that keeps me alive is that I have this rare inner and outer beauty that isn't seen in this world, very often, anymore. I also like the 60s, so I'm keeping that decade alive in the area, where I live, with my natural hair style and my Kinks T-shirt. If I die, the 60s will die, in my town. I don't want that to happen. I've thought about that, when I've injured myself with a knife, cutting carrots, today.


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08 Feb 2010, 7:38 pm

I found a Kinks CD while I was cleaning my room, it must have been my Father's. I've never heard The Kinks, but I think tonight I shall listen to it as a tribute to CockneyRebel.
By the way, Natural hairstyles kick butt! I can't stand when women use sprays and gels and straighteners!
I think right now it would be best for everyone to start living in the 60's



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05 Mar 2010, 12:10 am

CockneyRebel wrote:
You remember last month, when I've told all of you that I don't deserve to live. The thing that keeps me alive is that I have this rare inner and outer beauty that isn't seen in this world, very often, anymore. I also like the 60s, so I'm keeping that decade alive in the area, where I live, with my natural hair style and my Kinks T-shirt. If I die, the 60s will die, in my town. I don't want that to happen. I've thought about that, when I've injured myself with a knife, cutting carrots, today.


Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.

be glad you didn't find the easy[er] suicide methods before that point. interesting that you are younger than the 60s but still find it has an immediacy for you. i have always like the 20s but that is only because i believed i lived back then in a previous incarnation.