I still feel unhappy and perhaps gotten a bit depressed.
I really don't want to live here - there's no activity.
I despise not having a life at 21.
Very few good things in the way of friends and all that - they're all online, and two people I can see in life I rarely ever do.
I need my ex girlfriend back. We still do some sexual activity over the net somewhat, but that's not enough and very raw.
What is it with people ending relationships because they have some kind of emotional safety net?
I am fed up with it all. If I didn't have a talent, my life would be awful. I want to be a world class musician.
Some of the very good musicians are mentally different yes?
This is too much. I have never had a satisfying year as such, except perhaps my first year with my ex girlfriend, but what good has come from it? Nothing.
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Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle,
and the life of the candle will not be shortened.
Happiness never decreases by being shared.
21 Jul 2010, 9:22 am
