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I want to learn to enjoy life - but I don't know how!

What can I do? I have no spark, no spirit. I feel like I'm falling down a deep black hole.

I feel so lonely. I want to feel connected. I want to feel something that feels good and stays with me always.

What shall I do? What can make me feel? What can I do right now that isn't for me - that will make someone else feel something good and that in itself will make me feel something pleasent?

What is it that people need that I don't give? Can I learn?

I am afraid - I am going to die sad and alone - because I am unacceptable somehow.

Why do I feel this way? I want to break this curse right now. I want to be free and happy.

I want something to make my spirit soar. How? What? Please - help -any ideas welcome

In some senses you are not alone - my wife is going through a lot of this the past while.

Nor are you unacceptable [that is not proven, but a very firm bet] - you just are not at present in touch with the ones AND THEY ARE OUT THERE, I AM TELLING YOU who can accept and understand and even like you.

I know you want to break the curse right now - been there - my wife has been there [may be there now]. But some of these things have timelocks, and you need to hold on till release comes/

If you are being rescued from a car underwater, you have to hold your breath till you get to air.

There IS an end to the tunnel. Hold onto that.