suicide viable here?

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many events occurred to cause this outcome probably laziness is the most damaging (my part). Just cycled through all the schools in the area with 12 credits to go. I need to go to a continuation school but everyones saying G.E.D's are worthless. Parent are only together because they didn't want me growing up with a single parent(extremely zealous mother, my father wasn't willing to try for custody at the time the argument occurred) and that she never graduated as such was unable to supplement an income.Got on disability after i was diagnosed with aspergers by the L.A. diagnostic center. been on disability since then and after my father became unemployed they started to argue a lot more (money getting in the way of relationships yay!)only reason they don't split is because neither can sustain an income now being as there unemployable(my father's knees are worn,bone on bone mechanic for 30 years) and my mother situations much more complex starting with what i suspect was my grandmother short story would be couldn't work in my early years because i was in the office every 2 days and needed a ride (delinquent) and after that was unable to find a job being deaf in one ear and only having about 50% registry with the other(the hairs in the ear were damaged in an infection after it destroyed the other ear). Just lost my girlfriend of two years(she said we'll get back together but I'm doubting it " your just too old-fashioned, i still love you but I want an exciting relationship, just let me date a few guys then we'll get back together, i need to get it out of my system is all.", actually understand this, shes not having an easy time, but thats another story)lost connections to the three friends I have,(drinking got in the way of one, he just isn't himself anymore, I distrust another one,Anyone willing to get physical with their grandmother over a 400 dollar car isn't exactly comfortable to be around,never had a connection with the other, I suspect a deep depression after his father left)and have no family connections(either smoking it or growing it, i wish to get involved in neither).wonder if the diagnoses was correct too, I'm somewhat of a pendulum. as for suicide i was thinking it would be difficult to accomplish after all its a sin and i don't wish to take chance with something thats eternal but then again afterlife;s may not even exist and i have some pretty good ideas on bring large numbers down with me. just need two weeks and enough money to live on the airline system and i could go global if i used biological(but i'd never be able to get a hold of something potent like anthrax, so bombing might be easiest, possible on timers in multiple areas, live in a dessert so getting the whole area ablaze would work and if a fire in the mountains is going which there wouldn't be enough resources left to stop the blaze before it did damage. And if did enough damage i could strain and break the economy in the area(maybe idk how they fix such situations, and now that ive posted this ill have to do something completely different if i work up the courage).

Reported to mods. They have access to your IP address and can inform the authorities nearby.

Okay, if you're miserable and want to kill yourself, that's your choice but don't you be bringing innocent bystanders (whether you see them that way or not) with you. I don't understand this kind of thinking. D:

I would've reported this if someone already hadn't. How disgusting. If I ever take myself out, I won't be taking *anyone* with me. ugh.

~Kate

Guess i don't do well at explaining myself. Now that i think about it acceptance for my frustrations and the thoughts they lead to probably aren't the best things to post when seeking aid, this is the internet after all. I'll try and revise the thought.

hey shmo...no-one here wants you to hurt yourself or anyone else. you're so young that things will! change for you, but it will take time and effort.

please go see a doctor and talk it out. don't hold anything back. let them know exactly how you feel. you really need to go right away. please.

thank you lene.

Ok. In the Uk your first post could be misconstrued and earn you a visit from the police in acc
ordance with the Prevention of Terrorism Act 2005.

You need to get help, and to stop talking like that..... I assume that the USA has similar laws and your problems are only going to get worse thinking like this. Go to a doctor, suicide is such an unfortunate thing, but martyrdom and mass murder?

I hope the moderators have seen fit to do something. ......

I feel that schmo was just on a mind wander really.
I do similar things but down different roads.
I don't believe he is a threat to anyone except maybe himself.
I am sorry he was in a difficult place, and I hope tonight he is in a better one,
The moral of this story is
Some extreme but essentially harmless mind wanders are better kept to oneself in this anxious world.

I've reported the whistleblower. I hate informers, grasses. Forget shmo's "threats", I just want to know why Lene thought that they had the RIGHT to report it. There are how many users here and Lene did it. Their case would be called "control issue".

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Craig, I'm of two minds as to even bother replying to this. I'm bored though. Shmo posted a detailed threat against others. Whilst it may have just been an angry rant, there have been several murder-suicides occuring around the world by similarily disillusioned and angry people in recent months (Raoul Moat, Derrick Bird et al. You live in England. You should have heard of these). Ignoring a blatant warning would be stupid.

Legally I (and others) probably should have reported it to an official body rather than just the moderators, but I chose to highlight the issue to them and let them decide on a course of action instead.

Telling Shmo that I had reported him was just basic courtesy and gives him a chance to back-track quickly if he regretted what he has written. It seems he has, and the mods are happy enough to leave the thread be, so the problem is solved. What's yours?