I'm having anxiety attacks and panic attacks every day and I'm really worn out.
I'm seriously questioning my beliefs about my condition.
I'm having longer and more frequent episodes of derealization so I feel like I'm not really here a lot of the time.
I don't know how to tell if one of my eccentric ideas is rational or not.
I'm just sick of everything.
Thanks for listening to me complain. I needed that. 
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Well, I was on my way to this gay gypsy bar mitzvah for the disabled when I suddenly thought, "Gosh, the Third Reich's a bit rubbish. I think I'll kill the Fuhrer." Who's with me?
Watch Doctor Who!