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19 Nov 2011, 8:36 pm

I am Not going to kill myself but I just think it would be better if I were dead. I hate myself and I am a failure.
I think of suicide several times a day but not seriously.I am always depressed and I have no friends. I want someone to love me more than any thing in the world. How can they when I hate everything about myself?
I have no job or talent.
I don't understand why I am alive.



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19 Nov 2011, 9:22 pm

You missed it, we had a mini communal mental health day yesterday...

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19 Nov 2011, 10:00 pm

artrat wrote:
I am Not going to kill myself but I just think it would be better if I were dead. I hate myself and I am a failure.
I think of suicide several times a day but not seriously.I am always depressed and I have no friends. I want someone to love me more than any thing in the world. How can they when I hate everything about myself?
I have no job or talent.
I don't understand why I am alive.


You list a lot of very compelling interests on your profile. I'm sure you are talented in something. Do you make any kind of art for instance?

I'm sorry you are so severely depressed. Seen a doctor about it? I really think things can change for you but being depressed and having Asperger's can make things difficult believe me I know.



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20 Nov 2011, 1:08 pm

I hope that you find the help that you need and that you feel better about yourself, soon.Image


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21 Nov 2011, 8:42 am

I know the feeling. Fortunately you haven't done the extremes I have done hidden away in my dark place.
Though life hasn't moved on, I found that I needed help for the way I thought and I got professional help. You might benefit from this as well as I have just to release the angst and stress you have.
Another way is to join an activity that you enjoy doing and take part. I rarely ventured in that dark place as my aspect of life has changed.



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21 Nov 2011, 6:27 pm

I feel better today. I am fortunately not thinking suicidal thoughts any longer.
I was having a very bad day.



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21 Nov 2011, 7:49 pm

artrat wrote:
I feel better today. I am fortunately not thinking suicidal thoughts any longer.
I was having a very bad day.

Never felt like that before then?



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21 Nov 2011, 7:50 pm

artrat wrote:
I feel better today. I am fortunately not thinking suicidal thoughts any longer.
I was having a very bad day.

Never felt like that before then?



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21 Nov 2011, 9:29 pm

PastFixations wrote:
artrat wrote:
I feel better today. I am fortunately not thinking suicidal thoughts any longer.
I was having a very bad day.

Never felt like that before then?


I have felt that before many times.