Trapped in the wrong body.

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A 10 year old Keplian trapped in the body of an 20 year old earthling, woo! sounds like fun, right?

I feel like I am young, but my body says otherwise. I want to do things other young people do, like run around with my arms out-stretched and pretend to be an airplane in the super-market, but I cannot stand the stares I'll get if I did that. My mannerisms and my mindset works as if I am about 10 years of age. I would love to think that I am just immature, but I have a weird feeling that it is just not the case. I want to say that all my issues are my own fault and I can just "meditate" them away, or "Pray the fey away," but it does not seem as simple as that.

I certainly don't belong here, everyone else is so weird! Things like fashion, and fighting over frivolous things and politics, and peer pressure, I just don't comprehend any of the things people take for granted. I mean, I have been WHY they do it, but the reason is highly confusing. :p

I just feel blue right now. I just feel like I am in a maze with no way out that keeps changing every 5 minutes. A jigsaw puzzle that is made up of a million different and small pieces and the pieces change shape, size, and color. As if pieces to a million different jigsaw puzzles are stacked in a huge pile and you have to solve every single one of them.

I just feel like I want it all to go away, as if I can use a memory modification charm and erase all my known memories, and start life anew, hopefully without any of these issues. Just be a normal person just like everyone else. Be interested in social activity, play with friends, whine about how my parents are horrible nutcases to them and that I should go to the next rave with some hot person from down the road. You know, average people things!

But I don't think that Self-induced amnesia is available yet. sigh...

I hate being trapped in any body, no matter which one. My spirit wants to be free.

I hate being stuck in a boys body

Me too joker, me too.

feel the same way. want it to end soon.

I'm thirteen. I'm smart, and I have my talents. But I have a very young mindset. My peers can see it, and most of them have learnt to embrace it. Some of them still think I'm a weird freak and avoid me, but my mam is always saying that's their loss. If they're going to judge me, I don't need them.

I know I'm getting weird looks when I drift around town or school like a little elf or something, or when I stim (I rock and spin a lot). I've got used to it to be honest. I like wearing hats, and apparently that's weird. I also love my pair of fairy wings. And my sunglasses. They make me look weird, but I don't care. It makes me feel safe.

You don't have to conform if you're not hurting anyone. Be whatever you want to be, and stick two fingers up at everyone else.

I agree - but I no longer believe in spirit
I'm just a malfunctioning mind in a normal looking person like body
Nobody gets me - I don't get them
we are just supposed to like it here even though it is s**t!
Sorry - I'm having a real down day

i feel you @solowsolo .

Hope ur mood lifts soon. tk cr..

much love,
skribble

Still having an inward battle with myself (and have some outward bruises to prove it) - but got a nice little fuzzy from your message though - thank you Skribble

I have the mindset of a 20 year old and am 16, so I can't really relate. I do enjoy "bad" puns and goofy humor that others don't though.

I think all of us will always be young at heart with our hypersensitive senses though.

It's fine to have a young mindset, especially since politics and peer pressure are a lot of crap that people make out to be ore important than it really is.

I hate being stuck in a woman's body. I'm a man on the inside.