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Nihilanth
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20 Apr 2012, 5:41 am

Hi, I have no idea why i really registered on here as I am having a very hard time lately.

I tried to commit suicide yesterday and the day before, but couldn't carry it through, not because i didn't want to but because I am scared of having a painful death.

Until i can find a painless and swift way to die i thought id pass my last remaining days on here as i have no where else that understands me.
And please, i am not looking for attention or sympathy.

As for Asperger's, I most probably do have it. About 1 and a half years ago i was due for a final assessment to get a diagnosis, but i never turned up for the appointment. But my psychiatrist said that he was 95 percent sure that i had Asperger's.

AS i said, i dont really know why i am here but I have been lurking on this board a long long time, since about Oct 08, but never bothered to join. I have come on here almost every day, spending hours reading.

so Hi



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20 Apr 2012, 7:28 am

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20 Apr 2012, 8:24 am

Hi Nihilanth,

The fact that you have finally joined Wrong Planet hopefully means you don't really want to die.

I wonder what has brought you to this point? Perhaps you should share your problems here with people who really do understand what you are going through.

Take care x



Nihilanth
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20 Apr 2012, 8:54 am

Forget all I just said, I just wanted to say Hi.



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20 Apr 2012, 11:43 am

Welcome to WP!


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20 Apr 2012, 1:56 pm

Hi Nihilanth! Welcome to Wrong Planet. You are among friends here at WP! :D

It would have helped if you had described the problems that have put you in such a depressed mood. Still, I suggest that you find ways to occupy and distract yourself.

- Exercise. It generates mood boosting endorphins.
- Read funny stories and watch funny shows. That also generates endorphins.
- Eat healthy and enough of it. Not eating enough makes people tired, cranky, and depressed.
- Get enough rest. Not enough rest makes people tired, cranky, and depressed, too.
- Volunteer. There are people worse off than we are who would appreciate some help. This will also boost your mood and help you meet people.
- Take courses, either in person or online. Some of the online courses are free. It will keep you occupied and improve your mind.
- Take up a hobby. This is a good way to meet people.
- Join a club. Another great way to meet people.
- Get involved in community life. Go to town meetings, events held at local libraries, attend or work onstage or back stage at local theaters, attend or play at sports events, fairs, local art shows, etc.
- Get a job, either working for others or become self employed.

As you can see, there are lots of things to do to keep busy. You can probably think of some I missed. :D


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20 Apr 2012, 2:07 pm

One last chance to say HI! then! :) :) :) Hi and welcome, your life is precious and worth living. Pm me if you need any advice. :) I recovered from a psychotic break and major depression so may be able to help.



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20 Apr 2012, 2:56 pm

Welkome to WP

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20 Apr 2012, 4:57 pm

Hi there.


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26 Apr 2012, 9:20 pm

Welcome to the WrongPlanet.


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