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HammorHorror
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24 Apr 2012, 1:06 pm

I cant go on any longer living in a planet i hate so much, with a species i hate so much. I want nothing to do with Humanity.

I promised myself i'd be dead by the end of april, the days are getting shorter. I dont want anything to do with a society and world that is set up to only to exclude me. I hate this nt dominated world.

If only i could find a painless and effective suicide method. Hanging seems the best option, but i don't even have any rope, and i am awful at making ropes/nooses.

What i wish for the most, is that all us aspies could go and live in another solar system, away from all these human zombies. Only in death can we find peace from these zombies.


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24 Apr 2012, 1:52 pm

Yeah I feel that way sometimes. But why should I die just because of the NT world.

Hanging would be tricky, you need the correct strength of the rope based on your body weight. It could easily go wrong and you'd end up with an injury.

Are you in the southern hemisphere and are you not looking forward to winter?



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24 Apr 2012, 1:54 pm

I don't know what to say, i'm sorry that you are going through rough times. Humans as a whole aren't a bad species, but to a degree, we have personal choice. People get influenced and even when presented with different choices, choose to act like jackasses--have no hope really.

But some people are just caught in the flow of things and act negative, and attack people because society tells them its right. Their mentallity is that someone who is awkward is merely someone who hasn't made an effort to be social, is a coward or is someone who isn't taking personal responsibility for their actions. Why? Because certain things come so easily to them.

Then their are kind and compassionate individuals who can see through the mass brainwashing that a lot of society is influenced by.

You don't have to end things, you don't have to deal with some commitment. Its not a way out, its not a pleasant end, it doesn't make you a coward if you don't do it.

On the other end of the destestable side of humanity, there are actually good people.



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24 Apr 2012, 2:08 pm

Well a long time ago the main thing for me was to just get out of my Public School. One of my first jobs out of school was night shift cleaning a shopping mall. It was kind of nice and quiet and I didn't have to deal with idiots.

I think then over time I was able to go into situations such as the mall during business hours and encounter people more on my own terms. It was a public place I could be in or leave any time I wanted. Unlike how it was previously in school where people are forced into a classroom.

I know the world is bewildering but over time I've come to look at it as a big mix of tragedy and comedy.



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24 Apr 2012, 3:15 pm

I've felt very much as you do right now. In fact, I still feel that way more than I'd like. But why should I let "them" win? If I died, I'd be giving the very worst of the people who've made me feel that way exactly what they wanted. So I go on living. :twisted: Let them deal with me.


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24 Apr 2012, 4:16 pm

Agreed, completely. Humans as a whole are really terrible creatures. On the other hand, there are those among them who are good, and when you meet them, believe me, it makes all the s**t much easier to handle.



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25 Apr 2012, 10:28 am

The_Postmaster wrote:
Agreed, completely. Humans as a whole are really terrible creatures. On the other hand, there are those among them who are good, and when you meet them, believe me, it makes all the sh** much easier to handle.


Haven't found one yet..at least one who can go the long haul.


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