I don't know what to say, i'm sorry that you are going through rough times. Humans as a whole aren't a bad species, but to a degree, we have personal choice. People get influenced and even when presented with different choices, choose to act like jackasses--have no hope really.
But some people are just caught in the flow of things and act negative, and attack people because society tells them its right. Their mentallity is that someone who is awkward is merely someone who hasn't made an effort to be social, is a coward or is someone who isn't taking personal responsibility for their actions. Why? Because certain things come so easily to them.
Then their are kind and compassionate individuals who can see through the mass brainwashing that a lot of society is influenced by.
You don't have to end things, you don't have to deal with some commitment. Its not a way out, its not a pleasant end, it doesn't make you a coward if you don't do it.
On the other end of the destestable side of humanity, there are actually good people.