Is it really possible?

Post Reply New Topic

All my life, I've known the Disney fantasy of dreams coming true and what you want to happen happening never works. Ever.

Or at least, I thought I did.

There is now a huge possibility that what I knew to be true is about to get thrown out the window and I'm going to get what I want. And my brain simply can't handle it. I simply cannot accept that this could really happen, that my dream can come true, Disney-style.

It just doesn't make sense. Things don't work like that. If you want something you have to break your back for it, you don't just get handed things. It does not make any sense at all for the world to be good to me.

Sorry I can't elaborate but I'm sworn to secrecy. And this is hurting my head.

kudos on your good fortune. hope there's much more to come.

I'm torn between "Yay, good stuff" and "This is seriously ****ing with my worldview" to the point where I almost melted down last night. I try to be grateful but it just isn't computing. I'm looking for all the logical answers and I can't seem to find any.

Observe before you act, and don't let pre-conceptions rule you. ever

Can you say why you're sworn to secrecy?

Not always. (Do you have to break your back for every good thing.)

You speak like someone who is used to fearing what the world brings, and who is used to pain.

But the world is not always like that. Good things do happen. <3

And maybe you're loved by Someone up there.