An hour ago i was suicidal, now im *OK* why does this happen

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il tell you one thing thats really annoying, when you are having a terrible emotional day, i was thinking about suicide because il never have a normal life with aspergers, il never have a group of friends i like and was feeling at rock bottom, 0/10

then when it gets to evening darkness i calm down and start to feel superfically positive

but is it actually superficial? or is just that when night time comes i feel ok because i know people are asleep and im not missing out on anything

I get like that, too. Sometimes I feel so low I may as well be standing on a high bridge. I have a long history of depression though. I was even recently diagnosed with acute clinical depression and mild anxiety. Labels aside, it still makes it hard to go through the day without feeling like you can just go at any time. It's very exhausting, too.

when can i see the goat in the moat?

Brain chemistry, hormones, low blood sugar.

This is why suicide is usually a really bad idea - because you'd probably change your mind later, but once it's done, you can't undo it.

I've felt this way sometimes.

Post above me^^ Mentioned blood sugar. Yesterday I was trying to unscrew something for my mom and I started freaking out, asking if it was really hot in the house, etc. I was sweating and almost passed out. I had only eaten a bunch of chocolate that day so I assume it was just a blood sugar/ food issue.