lostonearth35 wrote:
I hate this planet the cold war never ended nukes in so many countries more every day I cant stand it the nukes are getting into our food in water in canada the nukes from japan and middle east and every other country its the americans fault everyone hates the us so theyre going to nuke it but they don't care about us i hate my life i should just take some cyanide and die because i cant stand the thought of suffering dying a horrible death vomiting hair falling out turning into a pile of pus its just too horrible i should just slit my wrists right now!! ! you suck world suckitsuckitsuckitsuckitsuckit!! !
Awwwwww, don't worry, I haven't heard of any of that happening. But I know how you feel, you hear of all these things going on in the world and it scares you to death. I get easily worried and scared of all these things too. I freaked out at the swine flu, nuclear bombs, riots, winter blackouts....you name it I have been terrified of it, and there's people around me making it sound so trivial when it gets brought up in a conversation. Perhaps people think it won't happen to
them.
Often if I think too deeply about nuclear bombs, I start imagining horrible firey stuff coming at me from a distance all of a sudden, and I have to close my eyes and go ''OK it's not gonna happen, it's not gonna happen''. I also worry because I can't see myself living beyond 30. Mind you, I couldn't see myself living beyond 17, and now I'm 23.
It really, really sucks. I want to die a natural, quick death of old age. I don't want to die early, by sizzling from a nuclear bomb or being poisoned, all because some countries in this world can't get on.
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