No more haven.

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Warning: inebriated ranting ahead...

I have been on here regularly for a while. But the veneer has worn off, and this planet feels no different now. I still feel lost, searching and empty. This is sad, because it was alleviated for a while.
I still feel lonely, but it seems like it's too gaping, too close, or too needy for other people. I'd feel the same in their shoes. It's my fault too, for being too difficult, too untrusting, or too closed off. There are people I care about, but right now all I can say is

F#ck this world.

Sorry you feel this way.
I get down about this sometimes too. I have however met some great people here. I hope you find some comfort and feel a bit better soon.

In goes the wine, out comes the truth.

This is just a passing feeling and I'm sure things will get better.

I love you major.

I feel pretty lonely here too, because I don't know how to connect with people and am paranoid about offending people, so I say little.

I go here to learn mainly. There are a lot of posts I don't reply to or don't start because I don't know how to express many of my thoughts, feelings, concepts, ideas, the way I want to and I also know a lot about myself tends to offend, disgust, confuse, scare people among things.

I like you Mjr. I feel like we have a connection because you called me that time I lost my phone and posted the number for someone to call me and you did and I found it.

You're cool. Don't let douchebags get you down. Life is full of them. They are full of vinegar and water. Just remember that.

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I'm giving it another shot. We will see.
My forum is still there and everyone is welcome to come join as well. There is a private women only subforum there if anyone is interested. Also, there is no CAPTCHA.

The link to the forum is http://www.rightplanet.proboards.com

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJLW6xGtl3Q[/youtube]

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I'm giving it another shot. We will see.
My forum is still there and everyone is welcome to come join as well. There is a private women only subforum there if anyone is interested. Also, there is no CAPTCHA.

The link to the forum is http://www.rightplanet.proboards.com

Whenever I drink a lot of wine i get overly talkative about my personal past and emotional and want to give hugs and seek comfort!

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzcjSwWZgss[/youtube]When Im down I read this poem and it makes me feel sadder!

OOM= Thanks . I hear your voice when I read your posts now.

AspieOtaku= You and I both. <hugs>

Hey, haven't been around much because of getting in trouble at work, but you and OOM and most of the others who have replied are some people I can really relate to. I'm glad you're here.