I just had a meltdown!
Recently I thought I was getting better as I have been managing to cope with my stupid health problems (I went blind In one eye last year and have kidney and heart problems) and get on with my A-levels to try to get to University next year.
I have arguments with my sister occasionally (she is 15 and I am 18) and a few hours ago we had a massive fight over who was taking the dog out and because she was laughing at me getting angry with her.
She called me a pscho and said she hears people talking about all my problems and how "mentally ret*d" I am. Then she said I should go and see my friends instead of getting OCD over taking the dog out and then the punchline came "oh wait you don't have any friends" and she's right so I remembered this forum and thought I'd vent here.
I've also managed to ruin my whole weekend as my family won't talk to me and I don't go out anywhere.
Oh and one final thing, I do realise that she's just a teenager who is growing up and is frustrated that none of her friends have 'ret*d' older brothers. I am more angry at myself than anything.
Sorry to bother people just need to vent ![]()
Last edited by Freaky on 28 Feb 2014, 5:54 pm, edited 1 time in total.
I have arguments with my sister occasionally (she is 15 and I am 18) and a few hours ago we had a massive fight over who was taking the dog out and because she was laughing at me getting angry with her.
She called me a pscho and said she hears people talking about all my problems and how "mentally ret*d" I am. Then she said I should go and see my friends instead of getting OCD over taking the dog out and then the punchline came "oh wait you don't have any friends" and she's right so I remembered this forum and thought I'd vent here.
I've also managed to ruin my whole weekend as my family won't talk to me and I don't go out anywhere.
Oh and one final thing, I do realise that she's just a teenager who is growing up and is frustrated that none of her friends have 'ret*d' older brothers. I am more angry at myself than anything.
Sorry to bother people just need to vent
Am tearing up a little here because I'm 17.5, my sister's 15 too, and I get that kind of $hit from my sister and most everyone else too man.
Feel free to pass through my vent as needed.
I'm listening, brotha,
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