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i dont know anymore what to do i feel so lost and empty inside and i fail no matter how hard i try anyways this is a conversation between me and a girl that i met at my friends bands show we exchanged emails about a week ago




[22:19] bratgrrl2001: hey
[22:19] electricaliens: hey
[22:19] bratgrrl2001: how're you?
[22:21] electricaliens: good and you?
[22:21] bratgrrl2001: Extreamly hyper for some reason...lol
[22:22] electricaliens: hmm wanna make out?
[22:22] bratgrrl2001: Lol no. Not that kind of hyper.
[22:22] electricaliens: too much candy lol?
[22:23] bratgrrl2001: No, i'm running on adrinaline. I slept for almost the whole day. I stayed up heck of late last night. I think tonight be another 'stay up all night nights'
[22:24] electricaliens: id take you out for ice cream but i dont know if you would be interested lol
[22:24] bratgrrl2001: No i'm kinda cold. I ce cream would just make me shiver right now.
[22:24] electricaliens: ::throws blanket at you :: lol
[22:25] bratgrrl2001: Lol!
[22:26] electricaliens: now youll be warm
[22:27] bratgrrl2001: I should prolly put on a jacket.
[22:28] bratgrrl2001: This tanktop is not exactly warm
[22:28] electricaliens: oh la la tank tops are sexy on you
[22:28] bratgrrl2001: Lol
[22:28] bratgrrl2001: How would you know you've never seen me in one
[22:29] electricaliens: i actually have in your icon and i know you do
[22:29] bratgrrl2001: Lol
[22:30] bratgrrl2001: Omg I LOVE Pink!! !!
[22:30] electricaliens: you want me to dress in pink for you lol
[22:30] bratgrrl2001: No! The singer. I'm sorry but no guy can pull of the color pink
[22:31] electricaliens: lol
[22:31] electricaliens: pink is cute
[22:32] bratgrrl2001: Ehh. I REALLY do not like the color pink.
[22:32] bratgrrl2001: It's so...girly
[22:33] electricaliens: i mean the singer lol
[22:34] bratgrrl2001: Lol quit changing the subject on me!! !! I'm too hyper to folow any train of thought that even slightly derails from the original topic. But yes I agree Pink is the s**t!! !
[22:34] bratgrrl2001: *follow
[22:34] electricaliens: hehe your so cute
[22:34] bratgrrl2001: Ive heard as much from people
[22:35] bratgrrl2001:
[22:37] electricaliens: well that just goes to show you rock
[22:37] electricaliens:
[22:37] bratgrrl2001: Thanks!
[22:39] electricaliens: :-* shhh
[22:41] electricaliens: dont run away lol
[22:42] electricaliens: did i scare you away lol
[22:43] bratgrrl2001: I don't mean to hurt your feelings or anything but i'm just looking for friends right now. You're a great person but I'm not looking for anything more than a friend right now.
[22:43] electricaliens: oh im not hurt at all
[22:43] electricaliens: besides you dont know me anyway
[22:43] electricaliens: i was just being nice
[22:43] bratgrrl2001: Okay, I just didn't want to hurt your feelings.
[22:44] electricaliens: nah it takes a lot to hurt me
[22:44] electricaliens: if i wanted to ask you on a date id ask you directly
[22:44] electricaliens: i wouldnt fool around
[22:44] bratgrrl2001: Lol okay.
[22:45] bratgrrl2001: So what are you doing tonight?
[22:45] electricaliens: stuck at home as usual on a saturday i bought a couple fillies earlier im gonna smoke my last one here in a few
[22:45] bratgrrl2001: Lol I stocked up tonight, so I can stay up and watch the sunrise.
[22:46] bratgrrl2001: On ciggies
[22:47] electricaliens: eh im afraid i wont be watching the sunset today lol sorry
[22:47] bratgrrl2001: Aww but it's so fun!
[22:47] bratgrrl2001: The sunrise you mean?
[22:47] electricaliens: yeah
[22:48] bratgrrl2001: I never watch the sunset, something about dusk freaks me out.
[22:48] bratgrrl2001: I love night tho!
[22:50] bratgrrl2001: I love this song!! !!
[22:50] bratgrrl2001: Have you ever heard "God is a DJ" by Pink?
[22:51] electricaliens: nah id ont really listen to her
[22:51] bratgrrl2001: Oh my gosh!! ! You have to start listening to her. Her music will seriously change your life!! ! lol
[22:53] bratgrrl2001: Herro?
[22:53] bratgrrl2001: You still there?
[22:53] electricaliens: yeah
[22:53] electricaliens: sorry
[22:53] bratgrrl2001: Am I boring you? Cuz if I am you can tell me...lol
[22:54] electricaliens: no no its not you
[22:54] bratgrrl2001: What is it then?
[22:54] electricaliens: its nothing dont worry about it
[22:54] bratgrrl2001: Are you sure?
[22:54] electricaliens: yeah
[22:55] electricaliens: anywyas about pink
[22:55] bratgrrl2001: Oh I was kind of done talking about her. There's only so much you can say about someone you will never meet.
[22:55] bratgrrl2001: Lol
[22:57] electricaliens: good point
[22:58] bratgrrl2001: Are you feeling any better since the last time we chatted?
[22:59] electricaliens: not really
[22:59] bratgrrl2001: Have you seen a doctor?
[23:00] electricaliens: no
[23:01] bratgrrl2001: You seriously should if you still feel sh***y.
[23:02] electricaliens: i dont care
[23:02] bratgrrl2001: Why not?
[23:03] electricaliens: why should i ?
[23:03] bratgrrl2001: Because taking care of yourself is always a good idea.
[23:03] electricaliens: eh
[23:05] bratgrrl2001: Have you been taking anything for it?
[23:06] electricaliens: nyquil dayquil suddafed
[23:07] bratgrrl2001: You know what you should try (it seriously helps me when I have a cold) Airborne. They say it's to help you not get sick but I've found that when I am sick and I take it it helps me get over my colds quicker.
[23:07] electricaliens: ok
[23:08] electricaliens: you know what i think im gonna go smoke and call it a night
[23:08] electricaliens: sorry
[23:08] bratgrrl2001: Are you sure your not mad at me?
[23:08] electricaliens: why would i be mad at you?
[23:08] bratgrrl2001: I don't know.
[23:08] electricaliens: you know what im sorry i said anything
[23:09] bratgrrl2001: Huh?
[23:09] electricaliens: im sorry i came off stronlgy im sorry i flirted im sorry
[23:09] bratgrrl2001: Look it's alright i'm just over sensitive sometimes. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings.
[23:10] electricaliens: i tend to get into this same situation a lot its nothing personal dont worry
[23:10] electricaliens: but i think its best if i do go
[23:11] bratgrrl2001: Please don't leave angry or upset.
[23:11] electricaliens: trust me im not angry
[23:11] bratgrrl2001: But your obviously upset
[23:11] electricaliens: its been a long day
[23:12] electricaliens: and im sick
[23:12] electricaliens: im sorry you dont believe me
[23:12] electricaliens: but thats ok
[23:12] bratgrrl2001: Alright, goodnight
[23:12] electricaliens: ok you win
[23:12] electricaliens: ill stay
[23:12] bratgrrl2001: Lol
[23:14] bratgrrl2001: How are your cats?
[23:14] electricaliens: their alright thanks for asking
[23:15] bratgrrl2001: I seriously need to cut my cats nails. He keeps stabbing me with them
[23:16] bratgrrl2001: Brb Nettie's calling me out to smoke.

which one are you?

I'm sorry to hear that!