Joined: 30 Oct 2010 Age: 44 Gender: Female Posts: 283
03 May 2014, 5:02 pm
I wanted things to work out differently but I hadn't prepared for how things would turn out, and again- I am finding myself withdrawn and burnt out. Taking a risk to get here and am growing and learning a lot because of it. I really want things to work out for the best. Next time I will take a long time to make a new friend. Focus on other things instead. Meeting people on the internet is just not going to work unless I plan on never meeting someone in person. Just keep a pen-pal. People have a right to know what they're getting into, myself included. I had no idea how much aversion I could feel being in a relationship again. I don't want to be alone anymore. I feel so bad for the way this has been making him feel..