Screwed up ICT and chemistry coursework
I've left completing my ICT coursework to the last minute. A file which was part of my coursework had gone corrupt (I don't know how) so I had to complete the section over the weekend except I left it until today to complete it. I couldn't focus and kept getting distracted. It's 21:21 and it will take me at least another 3 hours to complete and I've got to get my chemistry research completed too. That will be at least another hour. And then plan out my answer to two questions for the chemistry and that will take another couple of hours to complete too. Both my ICT coursework and my chemistry are due in tomorrow and if I don't hand them in, my final grades will be calculated from my incomplete work. I can't ask for an extended deadline because it's already been extended.
I think I might be going through hysteria too. I'm laughing, rocking back and forth and blasting the same song through the leads that connect my hearing aids to my laptop on repeat. A few minutes ago, I was crying but now I'm laughing at my own stupidity and difficulties in concentrating. I'm going to have to stay up and not sleep at all to finish all of my coursework. I don't care if I have to lose sleep over this. I have to get my coursework done.
I'm going to bring shame on my family. I know I am.
And this is the first time where I've thought, "Thank God, I haven't got a drumming lesson tomorrow. My teacher would give me a mighty boot up the backside for playing so badly!"
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Hanging onto a thread of sanity.
I apologise for any spelling or grammatical mistakes that I may make. I have severe hearing loss in both ears.
