Today, a guy did my hair for free (when I told I need my credit charge before hand), and he even wash my scalp. It's the best hair cut of my life. People are stopping in their tracks to look up at me. Women/men are flirting with me here and there, and I can tell what they are thinking about when they talk to me. It's like I enchant them. I get away with situations I shouldn't have. It's an amazing feeling.
Just two months ago, I was ugly, I had acne, and I thought I was fat. Now it's the exact opposite.
A girl even mention the word glamorous. It's like everything I touch and see turns into gold. Although it takes a lot of hard work to look the way I do, and to act the way I act, and to do what I have to do to maintain my image, but it's as if I am a celebrity, because everyone wants to talk to me, everyone wants to know me, and someone told me I will die young.
16 Aug 2014, 4:20 pm
