Hello

Post Reply New Topic

Please kill me. I am a fυcking loser.
Please kill me. I am a fυcking loser.
Please kill me. I am a fυcking loser.
Please kill me. I am a fυcking loser.
Please kill me. I am a fυcking loser.
Please kill me. I am a fυcking loser.
Please kill me. I am a fυcking loser.
Please kill me. I am a fυcking loser.
Please kill me. I am a fυcking loser.
Please kill me. I am a fυcking loser.

I feel this way too at the moment, but I'm not sure anybody can actually be a winner in this game.

I don't want to play anymore. I'm taking my bat and going home, after having bashed myself to a bloody pulp with it.

???

^^

Let me be a little more specific for your benefit: Life is a s**t hole and I am a piece of s**t. The sooner someone flushes the happier I will feel.

Perhaps you would like it a little more poetically: Life is nothing. Nothing must end.

Or perhaps a bit more plainly: I hate myself and want to die.

^ Well, if you're feeling suicidal, I'd recommend you call a suicide hotline ASAP, e.g. 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255). Hope you feel better very soon

But why do you feel this way?

all human beings have worth. you're not feeling it right now, but it's still true. please reach out for help IRL.

We've "spoken" before. You enjoy medieval castles. You should design a replica of one. That'll occupy you for a while!

The key, my friend, is to get out of yourself, and go out in the world.

Thanks everyone for your kind words. It means a lot to me.

Had a meltdown yesterday. Music is my special interest (has been since I was a kid). I block out the world and deal with stress by plugging headphones into my laptap and ascending into sonic bliss.

After installing Windows 10 yesterday the audio on my laptop stopped working. I catastrophized the situation and thought I would never be able to listen to my music again. After calming down I was able to find and install a new driver: Problem solved.

Feeling much better now, thanks everyone.

I hope you've learned from this experience, and are able to carry it over to the next time something bad happens to you. You know you have to be calm. Being calm helps you find the solution.

yay!! i saw that you had been posting that in multiple threads, worrying.

My favourite headphones so far have been the Beyerdynamic T1, but I had to sell them about a year ago when I became unemployed. Since then I have been using an old pair of Beyerdynamic DT250's. They are closed headphones, which means that they block out more outside noise and I don't annoy the people around me with "second-hand" music.

When I was working I spent thousands on audio equipment, including vacuum tubes. Foolish, because I didn't really have thousands to spend. Bipolar + expensive special interest = money down the drain

Glad you were able to work your way through the problem that triggered your melt down.

Because computer problems can be so stressful, I do want to recommend for others here on the WP site that you not rush to download Windows 10 until the free year is almost up. There are bound to be a lot of bugs found during that year that will then be patched. Those who download earlier are the guinea pigs who "help" find the bugs. Those who wait until later benefit by receiving a less buggy download.

Believe me, I do understand how many of you feel. I would really like to have Windows 10 RIGHT NOW, but I am going to wait until the free download period is over. I am also going to partition my drive, and install it in a separate section, so I can keep my Windows 7 OS, too. That way, if I have problems with one, I can still use the other. If you just can't make yourself wait until the free download period is almost up, at least install it in a separate partition. That will save you a lot of stress if something does go wrong. And if all else fails, you can download free versions of Linux right from the internet, but again, put them in a separate partition, if you can.