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We still live in a judgmental society. We have to live out our life's not showing off who we really are in order to hide

away from those who will emotionally, or physically harm us. Day by day, My emotions are growing more tired of this

nonsense way of "Living." Why should I let anyone tell me off of what I can or can't do. Why can I just live my life

happily without the need of a "soulmate." Because If I choose that mindset of being single, Society will tell me I won't

live within 10 years of my life. That the depression will get to me and cause me to think of various ways to kill myself.

Well you know what society. I don't care. I WILL be lonely, I WILL think of various ways to end it all , and I WILL die

alone.....WE ALL WILL DIE ALONE. But you know what, I'm going to live it out. I'm going to school learning about

fixing up computers. I'm going to play as much of games as I can regardless how old I'm. ITS MY LIFE!! I've spent so

many of my years watching YouTube videos of everyone living there lives happily and you know what so will I. And I

hope many of you with Autism or not( I'm Autistic) will too.

You are way too young to think about this. Everyone needs someone in their life. About people judging you, I say screw them. Do your own thing.You should be in my shoes. I have a mother who is a control freak with a nasty attitude and will not let me move out when I get my degree. She even has my own brother against me.The only joy I get is playing with my Yamaha keys. That is what I have to deal with everyday

Forget about people judging you. You are not harming anybody. You are going to school. You are doing the right thing.

Just forget about the judgments. And live your life.

I constantly have to hide who I am and pretend to be normal.

I'm also so freaking lonely and tired of it. Women think I'm just a worthless loser.

@OP: That's the spirit!

@sly: Just ignore the morons. You're not a loser, you're an awesome man. And don't refrain from posting here. We encourage you to express yourself freely. When you feel bad , just come here and we will all hug you.

@sly

Don't stress there man. We here in the website are looking out for ya! Just keep on doing good things for yourself. Time will come and you will get what you want. Just keep on pushing yourself out there and don't quit. Anyone that thinks less of you. Push their mindset to the side and KEEPGOING!!

I tend to read way too deep upon youtube videos about dating and being single. I feel watching those videos did more harm towords making me feel worse about the condition. How I have to give up being myself in order to please others. Nah, I may be alone for while but I'm going to spend the next few years getting myself in gear before I even think of getting a girlfriend, wife, whatever. I will find a date in my 20's in my 30s or hell, Deep within my 40's or 50's. I disliked modern society views upon not finding love in old age. I might be 20 but not that naive.