I go to an alternative high school.... overall, the environment is way less demanding, what with it's small classrooms and greater quality special education... at my last school, i was always anxious, and had trouble sitting down, and tried escaping on numerous occasions, but I don't have that anxiety anymore.... This is my second school year in alternative school, and I may be leaving to my former school next semester, and people say I'm ready to go back, but I'm not sure if I want to... I enjoy taking online classes, having a small classroom environment and small school, and taking 2 5 minute walks every period..... I don't know if I'm ready, and even the staff and my mother say that one thing I definitely need to work on is sitting down and not pacing.... but I don't know if I can do that! I'm confused... can you guys help me?