The Suffering of my past

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I Want to kill myself I feel so alone and dead inside I Don't want feel this way anymore . Nothing is helping and I just feel empty from all the year social outcast and being left to rot in my past. I was treated like an animal in every school I went to and kids where cruel and sick to me and never treated me like a human being. And I was always the butt of the joke and nothing saved me even my own family with my violent farther where not able make "better" for me anyways to be honest I know nothing will ever change and I am always going to suffer but whatever at least maybe I'll die at 23 from my cloistral

I'm sorry you're hurting! I was suicidal for 32 years, and understand all too well how it feels to be that low. Please let us know how you're doing... This is a good site to find people who understand your struggles!