I HATE Myself!!

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I hate that I was born, I can't do anything right! I'm NOT strong, I'm a weak person. I been tooo emotional & crying. I don't have anybody, nobody to talk to, my friends on here that I have been private messaging, most of them disappear, I wish I can disappear. I'm having a very hard time talking care of myself, I'm having a hard time talking care my cat, I'm really trying with her, sometimes I can't handle her meowing, I been putting her in my room, I can feel like a bad mom. When I feel weak, I just want to scream sooo much & then I cry. I can handle things better when my mom was here, I felt strong when she was here, she took care of me most of my life, when I moved out of her house, she was paying my rent & bills. Why can't I be strong without her? I wish I was dead.

((((Hugs)))) There's no need to hate yourself. I think you're a really nice person. It's okay to feel emotional and it's okay to cry and to not feel strong. Here are some things that may help:

- Make a list of things you like about yourself and look at it whenever you feel down
- Look at something that makes you laugh
- Listen to your favourite music
- Listen to a meditation video (you can find a lot online)
- Find a therapist or at least a friend to talk to

You could find a new person to private message. I don't ever mind if people want to private message me on here.

Sorry you feel that way I know how that feels cause I feel similar.
I've also been very annoyed by my cats last few months. I don't allow them in my room or really love them as much. I dont know if I want more after them. My family loves their dogs but also get very irritated by them at times. So I don't think that makes you a bad mother to your cat. I've noticed people get irritated at their children slot too.