I lost my shoes ! And more . :-(

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This morning , I woke up to find that my problems with digestion and elimination (Which I have described here before .) had manifested themselves quite strongly during the night .
My bedsheet under me , the only sheet I had , was ruined , I threw it away , and I cannibalized another one of my wearing to bed shirts to put over the poop stain on the mattress itself (An uncovered , rather plastic/-y-covered mattress , not a " nicer " one .
I really have a quite minimal amount of clothes now - especially considering my condition tending to lead to underwear being stained (I guess the ones I am thinking of are washable , but I have no more clean underwear now .) - And , regrettably , the whole " having to go back to the bathroom again and again " syndrome manifested itself that day as I dressed to go out - I don't have a bathroom of my own , remember - There's toilets (Just minimal toilets , not a full-fledged bathroom .) down the hall , which require much effort to go to and which I think at least help contribute to the warnings that led to the " might be evicted " situation I've spoken of elsewhere (Another reason is this screaming harridan , also on the floor , who opens the toilet door without knocking when I'm in it , and , seeing me there (As I said , she opens without knocking .) proceeds to throw an ABSURD hissy fit/tantrum over it , like she's trying out for the " Grandma " character on a TV situation comedy ! ) .
That aside , however , once I got dressed - I discoverd that , of my ONE set of full shoes - One of the two shoes were broken ! Certainly using only them day after day might have contributed to that .
I did have these (I meant) only-for-inside clogs , I went out with one as my left shoe , that's right , two different shoes on ~ I must look a f*****g berk , as our British cousins would put it .
I think I , sort of , walk around like someone 10 or 15 years my senior (Though I suppose at least I plod along at a stady pace and cover some distance - eventually - There , a LITTLE happy talk here , a break from all my gloom and doom and depression . ) - I REALLY need to have a decent place to rest , and not go out too much (along with getting treatment) and get my health back ! !! !! !! !! !! Please ?

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Okay, you have more than just "digestive issues" here - you are pretty much incontinent.

My suggestion to you would be to go to whoever is paying for your SRO room and tell them you're now bowel incontinent and need to be in a medically supervised group home or something like that, one where you can be provided with incontinence wear daily.

I mean really, how long do you expect the SRO to deal with beds and sheets covered with fecal matter? Please contact your case manager tomorrow and ask them for help.

...They don't deal with it ~ I do .
I can't get any more sheets issued to me , I have to get ones myself . I had another near-dropping out this morning and the " going back and forth to the down-the-hall toilet " syndrome re-manifested itself .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...Really briefly:
(1) You cannot get into a group home by just knocking ~ And " bad digestion " isn't much given as a reason - Social Services around here doesn't really know me as " autistic " either .
(2) As for this place , I'm afraid I've been told for ages now I'd be moved to a room less extreme sun/kleig lights-subjected to ~ I haven't been .
(3) Unfortuantely , with my clothing low , the digestion/going to the bathroom endlessly problems manefasted themselves again this day .
(4) I am , unfortunately , inclined to think , too , that entry into a group home would be a Dante's Inferno/Hotel California " never get out " step .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!