I'm having a BAD mood swing, I HATE living in my apartment, I hate my sister, my online best friend never have too much time for me (we been friends forever) I can be very sensitive to my cat meowing, I'm sick of some of my family members, I'm not talking to my cousin anymore & I'm disappointed in my grandmother, I wish I wasn't. I told her things & she didn't believe me, why would I make it up!? What if she told people something was wrong & they didn't believe her. Yesterday on the phone with her, I made a mistake & thought it was Saturday, she was laughing. I wish I can move away, far far away from my family. I wanted to cry, I started crying, I stopped myself.