I'm so crippled that...

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...When I rest by the side I sometimes get people giving me their leftovers , or money , although I'm not trying to beg . One recent day it happened three times . When I,m on the ground I look like a Lon Chaney cripple .
The whole dynamic of other people in the cruddy SRO hating me because of my digestive/eliminative problems has continued , and its stopping me from properly getting treatment .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I spend hours and hours in the bed of the sleazie place , I spend 16-18 hours flopped out doing nothing in o
particular , I am just so fatigued from walking around with my CHF .
Is this all there will ever be for me ?

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

I'm so sorry this happening to you, I wish I can help you.

CHF is hard ... my best friend had it.
You remain in my prayers.

...I had both my small right toes amputated:-( , the operation happened JUST NOW , now I am really a cripple in outer appearance too . I don't know what I will do about walking(SOB) . Will they just deposit me at the sleazie again (SOB)?

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

You just had the toes amputated during your last hospital stay?

...I had them amputated TODAY , THIS AFTERNOON .
I am still bandaged from it:-(.
I am still in the hospital room .
I don't know what will happen to me next ! (SOB)
Everything keeps falling from me . (SOB)





tiekortie"]You just had the toes amputated during your last hospital stay?[/quote]

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Oh dear.

Maybe you're now eligible for better housing.

I know you don't like that SRO you're staying in.

They don't amputate unless the tissue is rotting, so you must have diabetes or something that's causing ulcers on your feet that won't heal.

You need to ask the doctors how you can avoid future amputations and DO whatever they tell you or you'll lose your legs.

...I am diabetic , that's known...What I need is a decent place to.stay:-(...

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I had gangrene , it is official , and I had flesh taken off of my foot beyond the two taken-this-time toes , too , and it's still a gaping wound , with redness::-( and it's supposed to be rebandaged thrice daily .
I have no idea what I'm going to do once I'm kicked out of the hospital , I'm not super-optimistic:-(.
This only sprang up in the last week/-ish , by contrast the 2015 amputations:-( took months if not years to build up .
At least I was able to find a charger getting this phone in working order and at least the hangerswasn't wasn't 100% overlooked entirely , which it came close to being .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

He has congestive heart failure, so he has fluid buildup. He retains water. When he takes "water pills," he has to pee massively.

I would guess that all this also causes diarrhea, too.

I hope he can now get a wheelchair, and some kind of room for people with chronic diseases, with a bathroom in the room.