I often and suddenly feel very sad and afraid, I avoid doing all things I must do and sometimes I can spend days without getting out home... although, most of people have no idea about it, specially people who were important to know it: my parents. I just can't be open about it. When I'm with them, I do the minimal do look "normal", I used to invent friends so they would think I wasn't so alone. I wish people could see I'm not normal so they would help me to seek professional help, but I can't.
