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Loneliness is the dark despair of solitude.

It is the feeling that no one loves me.

Not even my mom or my cat really understand the pain of my Angst.

No one understands me.

No one loves me.

My family claims that they do, but we all know they're lying.

God, I hate them so much; the fakes.

The only people who love me, The only ones who understand or care

All live in cartoons.



Note to self: Try this later.

Valentines Day. People are supposed to be happy, right?

I'm not.

Not since she left me.

I guess she found someone more screwed up than I am,

or perhaps he's just more Scene than I, or maybe it's his hair.

It was the best three days of my life, though, with her.

She was so much better than the girl last week.

I let her draw Xs and Cut Lines on my wrists in sharpie.

They're still there, mocking me, reflecting the darkness in my soul.

They are tempting me.



This is how I'd look if my parents didn't suck!
School is such a waste.
This is how I'd look if my parents didn't suck!

We're supposed to learn about things that don't matter.

Who cares about poets and plays,

When the world has no meaning?

I can't wait to get my new glasses,

Although I don't need them at all.

That's why i stare at my computer screen all day.


My dad took away my razor set last weekend.

I hate him. He doesn't understand me.

The doctors are still worried about my problems.

I hate them too. They don't care about people or saving lives.

A pair of kiddie scissors aren't sharp enough to cut, they're all I have.

This sucks. These thirteen years have been a waste,

And I want to end it all now.

EMO HITLER!! !

Haha you got pwned in WWII!

I hope you feel better soon...
What you wrote sounds like a poem or lyric...
I can relate to some of what you are saying because I used to feel that nobody cared about me and that life was meaningless...
I have changed and I can't really explain what happened clearly....but I think if you can believe or feel that you are connected to people and that life is meaningful, everything starts to change with the awareness...It's almost as if your thoughts create the world...
You're only thirteen so I think you have a lot of time ahead of you to find/build a meaningful life for yourself...From what I read I think you are probably very mature for your age and have deep, intense and strong emotions...those are all blessings once you learn how to handle them...those are powerful qualities that can engulf or overwhelm you if you don't deal with them wisely...And with time and pain, surely the wisdom comes...Keep up the good work and remember that you are a precious and beautiful being...

Yarrrg I think it's a joke. But it's funny. But I hope you feel better Hitler.

Well, I think it's pretty obvious what causes all your problems.

Them. You know, them. The Jews.

Sounds like Hitler needs a hug.

I only hug communists.

*adopts a fascist*

Of course it's a joke, look at the thread subtitle! Do you think Hitler really needs help because "noone cares about him but those goddamn soviets"!?

I think it's brilliant. Humour is one way of helping people forget their problems, at least.

I still think it's weird and slightly innappropriate to joke about Hitler.
Although I admit I found it a bit funny as well lol.

I'm sorry but can someone please f*****g remove this thread and ban this user?
It's not because you're an aspie you can go around kicking everyone against the shins and whatnot.


Come back with a normal nick and a normal avatar and I'll be happy to welcome you but not like this.

Very strange. If Hitler was actually alive he would be the oldest man on the earth.

I hope you feel better soon.

It's really not fair to hold back sympathy towards this poster in regard to his problems that are of a personal nature simply because he appears to be some kind of neo-NAZI or fascist. Show this guy some care, if anything to counteract his negative outlook on life. I hope that his outlook on life will change to be more positive, by any means, personal discovery, a change in his immediate situation, or otherwise. This will help him to abandon fringe political beliefs that espouse hate, but ultimately he will have to decide to do that himself.